Love Me | Vmon [COMPLETED]

The Beginning

|Taehyung's pov|

My parents are very hurtful people. They don't care about me at all. The only time they give me attention is when someone's coming over for me and it's never good when people come over.

On my fifteenth birthday my bumonim (parents) brought some stranger home. When I first saw the guy I was confused. He looked way older than me, like in his late thirties.

I asked my eomma what was going on and she told me that he was here for me. I knew what she meant but I didn't want to believe the fact that they authorized this guy to take me.

I begged and begged them not to make me do it but they didn't care, all they wanted was the money.

I lost my virginity to some guy I didn't know just for money. After that traumatizing event I never left my room or spoke to my parents. I stopped going to school, I felt terrible.

They would praise me for what I did and how much money I got them. I felt horrible and I wished that this was the last time I had to go through this. It wasn't, my parents began torturing me every weekend.

|Flashback|

"Taehyung, get ready, he's on his way." "Eomma, please don't make me do this again..." "Stop with the fucking crying! You're the way we get food, you're also the way we keep this roof over our heads. You're doing this, either the hard way or easy way!" "No eomma please! I hurt, please I don't want to do this..."

She grabbed on to him harshly and tried pulling him towards the bed. This bed haunts him deeply, it has chains on it to restrict him.

"No! Let go of me! I don't want to do this anymore!" "Shut up, Taehyung!" "Let me go!" He ended up getting out of her grip.

He pushed her away from him then ran to the bathroom and locked himself in it.

"Taemin, go get your son." " Where'd he go?" "Ran into the bathroom." Taehyung heard his fathers heavy footsteps approaching the door.

"Open this door this instant, Taehyung!" "No!" "I swear to god I'll break it down!" Taemin started banging on the door. Tae was sobbing by the time the door broke.

"Appa no! Don't make me do this! I can't take it anymore!" "You can and you will."

Once they were in the room Chanmi and Taemin chained him up. He was screaming at the top of his lungs. He also tried to fight back but his body was too weak.

"Stop crying or I'll tape your mouth shut." There was a knock at the door. Taehyung's eomma left, his appa was just watching him.

"Taehyung you're good at this. You make us money just by spreading your legs. Sex is a pleasurable activity. Why can't you enjoy it?" Taehyung didn't answer him, he just cried silently.

|End|

Having sex without my consent is cruel. Once it was February I was used to my job, that's what my eomma called it.

I stopped fighting back and listened to them. The only reason why is because I would drug myself a few hours before.

The drugs helped numb me. Intercourse wasn't as painful as it was before I had the drugs. Appa and eomma were happy with my change in behavior.

I stopped complaining and to my appa I became a horny slut who wanted more dick. So that's what I got, more guys.

Literally seven different men everyday of the week. The more dudes they brought in, the sadder I got.

The drugs began to fade, they didn't have a strong effect on me anymore. I wanted to, no actually I needed to feel numb.

Soon I cut myself for the first time. It was a sad sight but it helped. Honestly I'd rather be dead than on this earth.
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Once it was March 10th I was a mess. My right wrist was covered in tons of scars, new and old.

When my parents were out, I explored the outside world. I forgot how nice it felt to breathe in fresh air. I walked around the loud neighborhood for a long time just thinking.
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When I got home my parents stood with some man. My appa and eomma looked mad at me. The man just looked me up and down.

Once that night ended my parents received ₩300,000 won (about $300 usd).

I was still up crying about tonight's events. It was three in the morning.

When this started happening I began to lose sleep. I don't sleep well at all. Some might say I have insomnia.

By four AM I decided it was best to leave. Being on my own will be better than this.

I got my backpack and put some clothes in it. I snuck into my bumonim (parents) room, they were still asleep.

I went to their closet and looked around for the money. I found it after about fifteen minutes of searching.

My eyes became glossy, there was tons of won in here and knowing that all this money is here because of what I did depressed me. I took most of it then tip toed out their room.
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Once it was four thirty I was out the house. The moon was still out shining brightly down upon me.

I didn't know where to go but I felt safer out here than in that house.

I walked around for quite some time. I didn't know where I was, I stared to panic. I kept my cool and continued walking.

After a while I saw a house party going on. I didn't want to intrude but I needed help big time. Soon I walked over there.

Some guy was talking to other people, I don't know why I tapped his shoulder. He looked nicer than most of the dudes he was talking to and like someone who would help, I guess.

"Excuse me.." "What do you want?!" "I-I'm sorry... It's just that I'm lost... I don't know where I am or where to go. Do you know where a hotel is or even a motel, I don't really care at this point." "Why go to a hotel when you can stay here."

I looked at him for a while, he was very handsome. His brown eyes stared daggers into me.

"Um, no thank you, I don't want to be a burden." "You won't, beautiful." I looked down and smiled at what he called me.

"Hey look at me." I lifted my head up and held eye contact with him, he smiled, he looks like a cute bunny.

"You look adorable when you blush." "Stop, no I don't." "Yeah, you do. What's your name?" It's... V." "Cute. Well how about we go inside. We can do anything because my parties are always lit."

When we entered the house a lot of sweaty people were everywhere. It was gross.

He took me upstairs to a room. "This is my room. You can sleep here or you can come back downstairs and get high with me and my friends." I shook my head no, he still had that kind smile on his face.

"Okay, get some rest, goodnight." He started closing the door but I stopped him.

"Wait!" "Yeah?" " What's your name?" "Jungkook." "Thank you, Jungkook." "No problem, beautiful." Then he shut the door.

Jungkook and I hit it off. We became close friends, like really close. We fuck literally every weekend, it's great. Sex with him feels amazing and I actually enjoy it.

He's always there for me and I love that. I'm happy with my new lifestyle. It's way better than feeling lonely in that house.
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Hi sweethearts, the first chapter is done. Please comment and vote, I'd appreciate your love and support. Also thank you for reading -Shay 💛