Love Me | Vmon [COMPLETED]

happy birthday

|Taehyung's pov|

After what happened between me and Namjoon, everything spiralled out of control.

The little communication we had is all gone now. I don't see him at all because he's usually at work, school, or Seokjin's.

Sehun, Hobi, and Yugyeom are the ones who tend to help me a lot more now. They're the ones that make me laugh and smile even though I'm a mess.

I miss Namjoon deeply. It breaks my heart knowing that I could have stopped him before he made a mistake with me. That's what he says when I try to talk about it with him... I cried when he said that.

I started cutting myself again, thank god it's winter. But anyway my brokenness is way to strong for me to handle. I wish I was dead.

I wonder why he can't see what Seokjin's doing to him. Literally every now and then you hear about Seokjin sleeping with someone. He obviously lies to Namjoon and he believes him.

December 30th

"Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da, saeng il chuk ha ham ni da, sarang ha neun Taehyung-ssi, saeng il chuk ha ham ni da!" "Thank you, hyungs." "We can't believe you're 16 now!" "You're growing up so fast." "Hobi hyung, don't cry..." "I'm not."

He wasn't facing me but I could see movements that he was wiping tears away. Sehun was hugging him, they're so cute.

When he turned to face me he smiled and hugged me tightly. "Today's going to be great, Tae." "What are we gonna do?" "You have to wait and see." "Hyung!..." KNOCK! KNOCK! "No whining today, Tae."

"Hey, come on in!" "Hi guys." "Hey Yugyeom." "Tae, Sehun and I will be back. Yugyeom will keep you company." I nodded my head and smiled at Yugyeom.

"Let's go, ba- Sehun." "OOH I KNEW YOU TWO WERE DATING!" "We're not, at least not right now." Sehun said while winking at Hobi causing him to blush.

The two rushed out the door and now it was just Yugyeom and I. I felt a tad bit uncomfortable. Our relationship revolves around sex.

By the time it was November Yugyeom told me about his feelings for me. I couldn't be honest with him and said I liked him back. I know that's horrible of me to do but I was lonely. Namjoon ignores my like the plague.

On the seventeenth of November, his birthday, we had sex together for the first time. We did it together at least six times by now.
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"Tae?" "Mhm?" "Are you okay?" "I'm fine." I could feel his stare. He sat closer to me and put his hand on my knee. I didn't do anything and just kept my eyes on the TV.

"Taehyung, I wanna make you feel good." He started kissing my neck. All I wanted to do is cry and hide away forever.

"... Please stop, Yugyeom... I'm not in the mood." He listened and smiled sadly.

Five minutes later Hobi and Sehun were back.

"You guys ready?" "Yep." "Alright let's go have some fun." The four of us walked to Sehun's car. Hobi hyung would glance at me and try to make me smile. A fake smile made its way onto my face.

After a long car ride we were at the fair. I looked out the window in amazement. All the rides looked very fun.

"Come on, Tae! Get out!" "Hyungs." "Ne?" "Why here?" "I remember you telling me how much you wanted to go to the fair. So I though why not take him on his sixteenth birthday?" I smiled and thanked him.

"How many rides can we go on?" "Literally Tae, go on all of them if you want. We got the Unlimited Rides Passes." "How much did they cost?" "₩50000 won (about $50 usd/ A.N- Those passes cost that much in Arizona) each. Why?" "Why'd you guys spend that much?" "The price doesn't matter to us. What does is your happiness. Now stop asking questions and let's have fun."
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