People ask how I'm so calm?
How I deal with the stress?
I get all quiet and pull at my sleeves and shirt.
They don't seem to see,
I"m not together at all.
I"m broken
Hurt.
I've starved to loose the weight.
Cut to numb the pain.
Even tried suicide to end it all.
People think I won the battle.
But to be honest I lost.
I lost the carefree little girl.
I lost my confidence.
People think I"m okay
But I lost.
I lost that fun loving girl.
I"m not her anymore
