Bonnie & Clyde (a chresanto love story)(Hold)

Is It That Time ?!

~Saturday~
Jan 18 2019
DejaPOV:
it's The Next morning and I had got up slips on something quick on top. Then I had checked on my grandma and she was sleep and I was about to make breakfast and head out to the mall so I can just shop because I need all the clothes but yesterday I was just an emotional reck and shopping always works. So when I had finished breakfast I was on my Out and right when I had got in my car Chres ran up on me again.

Chres: Wassup Dej

Wassup Chres

Chres: I Been Calling you all night

Umm okay well I'm right here so wassup(I said putting on my shades)

Chres: well I just wanted to check on you that's all . So where you headed ?

I'm On my way to the mall now is that all 24Questions ??

Chres: Can I join ?

You want to go to the mall with me ?

Chres: Yea is that a problem (I said geting in the car)

Well shit; I guess not you geting In all fast.

When we got to the mall I was going on MANHATTAN and they had everything  I was just looking for clothes when Chres tried to be funny and pulled out these small ass shorts and I don't know what he was thinking but he was most definitely dreaming if he thought he was gonna see my fat ass in those. Anyway hours passed and I had almost bought the whole damn store.  Me and Chres was ready to go and we headed to my car and I tried to call my grandma 20 times and there's was no answer so at this moment I started to panic. And Chres was looking at me all weird but I didn't care at this point.

Chres: Are you okay Dej

No I'm not okay my grandma not answering and I let time slip from me now she not answering the phone and I .........(GCO)

Chres: Dej Breath Okay . Everything's okay just breath In ...(breathing in) Then Breath Out (breathing out )

We was at the house and the door was wide open and I really started to panic now so what all Chres was saying just went down the drain I was so nervous and everything i ran out my car and Chres was following me and I ran upstairs and there she was......... My Grandma On the floor dead with pills around her but I didn't understand why the door was wide open but it didn't matter all I cared about was my grandma I hurried up and called the police and everything I was sitting on the floor crying my eyes out and Chres was just rubbing my back and it felt so weird because I never had nobody on my side before. I always had to be the bigger person or be the one to help someone else so it kinda felt good that I had his company .

Hours Passed .......................................................

And we was still in the hospital and we was there all night. Chres was still by my side and it felt really good like he was supposed to. It was so silent in the waiting room so I decided to say something

Umm thanks Chres for being here for me but you know you don't have to stay all night.

Chres: no I want to be here with you. So you'll have somebody to lean on ya know

Yea thanks for that and it felt really good to have you around. I mean I don't know you know you but I'm still glad you care.

Chres: Yea no problem and I really think you should get to know me instead of keep pushing me away. And I'm glad I can be the one to be on your side even tho I don't know you that much either. So Are you willing to give me a chance Deja ?

I guess chresanto.....(I said putting my head on his shoulder. )

The doctors came in finally and Said they needed to talk to privately and I already started crying because I knew how this was gonna end. They had told me she had over dose probably because she was trynna take pills on her own and didn't know what she was doing. So I bust out crying and they had gave me papers and stuff and now I have to live in this big house bymyself. And the fear I had losing my grandma and having fear this soon I wasn't ready for. I couldn't let Chres See me like this I looked a mess and everything I really just wanted to be alone . So when i has walked out the room Chres stood there in shocked and Just Held me And Never Felt that before I felt safer and feel liked he really cared. Chres lifted my head off his shoulder and kissed me. I knew he felt like he have to be there for me but he really don't I just can't take all of this. But I guess it was time for this moment. So I kissed back and he drove me back home because we had left in his car.
When we had got to the house I got straight in the bed I just won't in the mood to do nothing and I couldn't live without my grandma and I'm going to be alone in this big house alone I just need to be to myself .  Then Chres has asked did I need him to stay and I told him no I'm fine and I could tell he didn't want to leave at all but I really needed to be alone.

Chres: So you really don't want me to stay ?

Chres please just go okay I really need some time alone I got to figure out stuff about this house and everything okay I just got a lot on my shoulders

Chres: I know that but I really think ...

Chres please I said shutting my door on him(thanks for being there for me I'll call you ) I said after shutting the door then fell to my knees and cried,