You're my Forever

This is my year

As soon as I said the word kill, my heart sank my dad ,I made a deal to myself that I will try and try to make this the best year but how?.

Its the first day back at school I'm sitting next the new boy his name is Jay he has beautiful brown eyes with dark brown hair,he looks like someone my dream last night. " Ella !" Yells Mr Grant I stop Day dreaming "yes sir " I say trying to sound like I was paying attention, he turns back to the board and Jay laughs he hands me an note.

In my head I'm thinking what dose it say I finally open it it says meet him behind the school at 3:30 I  nodded and he went back to drawing in his book. It was last period School finishes at 3:00 so I have 30 minutes to find some thing cute and cool.The bell rang I ran home I went though all of my draws and I finally found something after 10 minutes it was a red long sleeve crop top with lace down the middle, tight black ripped jeans with a pair of of my black healed boots.I put my outfit on and wow I finally looked good I took my hair out of the tight bun it was in and brushed it than a grabbed my leather jacket and calmly waked to the back of the school when all I could think about was what am I doing ?. I'm here I I said to myself I can see a shadow from be hind the bin "Jay" I yell out he comes out "Wow" he seamed surprised "so why do you want " I tried to sound sassy but I just sound so bad.He Handed me a can of spray paint of the wall already was a heart with Jay plus he told me to put my name on the other side of the plus so I did I asked him why he wanted me to do this he pointed to the painting ow so he nodded then he grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him then I put my arms around his neck and my hand grabbed his head his hands moved down to my butt he pushed me into him then out lips meet he was the best kisser I was amazed he then we could tell we it wasn't a joke we were in love he pushed me up against the wall and kissed more passionate so 30 minutes passed and then we both said did we really "yea really we made out"I said but I winked so he knew it wasn't over but it was over for now he walked me home and gave a kiss before he left I walked in side and jumped around.