Chapter 12

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Authors note:

        Hey guys! I got a new computer so i should be able to type a lot faster which means i will be able to type a lot more. Not sure how many people are really reading this story anymore considering how long it takes me to update but that should be ( notice i said should be) fixed now. i always hated typing on my phone since the buttons are really tiny, it's really easy to mistype something, and it takes forever so lets hope me typing all this on my computer fixes that. Anyways i have something to ask. Even if you don't necessarily like this story, please vote or comment so i know who my audience is. Guess we will see where this goes. Well, here is Chapter 12:

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Harry's POV

        *On the phone with Zayn*

"No, Zayn. I accidentally said something i shouldn't have.." I explain.

"Was it the truth?" He asks

"N... Yes. I said i was so glad Liam fucked up. Well now that i think about it... Liam didn't do anything. This is all Julia's and my fault. If she wouldn't have been making out with me in fro-"

"Wait what? You two were making out? When was this? I didn't hear about this" Zayn interrupted

"Yea.. When i walked out of Louis' hospital room, she followed me to the front doors. We sat and talked for awhile but then it kind of got heated and i don't know. It just sort of happened. I don't really think she meant to do it but i truthfully didn't mind it. I'm pretty sure we crushed Liam in the process though."

"You're right about that. I stopped by his flat and he was crashed on the floor with a bottle of vodka at his side. You and Rachel need to fix this. You do realize we are going on the X-Factor in 3 days right? You two need to do something or else we wont be able to do this. We already probably won't be able to do it with Louis in the hospital. Especially if he doesn't get his memory back. He doesn't remember any of us. He doesn't remember any lyrics. He remembers nothing of the accident. In general, all he remembers is what his name is and anything before 6th grade."

"How is El dealing with this?"

"She is crushed. She doesn't know what to do. She won't leave his side though. We had tried to pry her from his hand but her arse is glued to that chair. She stated that she won't leave the love of her life in a hospital alone. We tried to explain to her that this isn't healthy for her either but she won't listen to any of us. Not even the doctors can get her to listen. We were hoping Rachel could help us but no one knows where the fuck she is"

"i'll try to find her. I only know of two places she could be. Either the last place she saw her parents or her sisters flat."

"You need any help?"

"Nah, mate. I'll find her. I think this is something that is up to me to fix."

"I'll talk to you later"

"See ya"

        *End of phone call with Zayn*

Julia's POV

        I slowly walked up the street to the local cemetery. I felt the tear fall down my face as i walked up. Out of every place i could go i decided to come here 'cause my mum always knew what to do when it came to boy drama. I looked down at the wardrobe. After i stormed out of Harry's room i grabbed a pair of light blue skinny jeans and my black crop top. Right now i already knew that was a bad idea. The sky was filled with dark looking clouds. I didn't care though. I'd sit through a thousand storms before i go back to his house today. Yes, i know he didn't mean to say that. Or maybe he did. I don't know. Maybe i just wasn't ready for what we were doing.

        When i made it to the gate, i slid it open and walked through. I had been here so often i could probably walked through here with my eyes closed to where i wanted to go. I easily found mum's grave and sat down in front of it.

" Hey mum. Been awhile ay? I miss you so much. It's these moments that i miss you most. It's always been hard here without you but some days i miss you more than others. Anyways. I need your help. I really messed up. Liam hates me. Harry is messing with my head. Louis is in the hospital. I'm pretty sure the only sane ones are Niall and Zayn but even they are trying to deal with the stress of going on the x-factor in 3 days. Of course El, Perrie, and I will be there to support them but right now i think im more of a distraction then a helper. Anyways. back to the problem. I really messed up momma. The reason Liam hates me is because I cheated on him with Harry. To be honest I don't know why I did it. I guess I felt like I still had a connection with him. After tonight I realize Liam is my true love. I can't live without him but he will never talk to me again after what I did. I'm not going to hold it against him though. I deserve to be hated. What do I do momma?"

That's when the rain started. I was drenched in half a second but I didnt care. The rain felt good.

"Anyways. I-I just don't know what to do. Should I apologize to Liam. What am I supposed to do about Harry? I really miss you momma. You always knew what to do in times like these. Well. Not exactly these situations but similar."

I felt the warm tears roll down my face along with the cold rain droplets.

"I love you mum. See you soon."

I stood up and ran my hand along the top of her gravestone. I turned around ready to walk back when I saw the last person I ever expected to see right in front of me.

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How was that for a filler? Hey guys. I have all next week off from softball so I should be able to update 1 chapter a day except for Tuesday. The team mom is throwing a pool party. So yea. Hopefully you like this chapter. See y'all in Chapter 13 :*

~Jessie ♡

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