Goner

The start

4 am december 4th
12 days before I died...

It was a cold night, I couldn't sleep. I was wearing a oversized jumper with long sleeves.
My window, wide open I could hear the relaxing sound of rain. I rolled over onto my left side and reached for my phone. The light blinded me my eyes adjusted for a couple of seconds, it was 4am "great" I thought to myself "how am I meant to go to sleep now". I snuck downstairs to my kitchen, so I could find the leftover pizzahut. I grabbed about 5 slices and a black currant caprisun went back upstairs.

6 am

I woke up and got myself up off my bed, well it wasn't really a bed it was a mattress on the floor since me and my ex broke my bed frame. I put my pink fluffy sliders and went through my walk in wardrobe into my own bathroom. I began to run a bath since I was up so early. Laying in the bath relaxed me as I had probably gotten one hour of sleep. I drained the bath and lied in there until all the water was gone as I couldn't be bothered for today. I blow dried my long blonde hair and began to straighten it, I put on my makeup for the day and then got a lift to school.

9 am

I showed up late to art class with my best friend Amber, she was new to the school and was sat next to me in maths on her first day and from then on we became closer and closer. We went to the back of the classroom and sat with Tyler, Kai, Chanel and Addilyn. We barely did any work that lesson all we did was just laugh talking about the party we went to last Saturday. "Honestly I'm never getting drunk again." laughed Amber.
"You chat shit." I replied, we all laughed as we knew Amber was a low-key alcoholic. Addilyn was being quiet the whole time so I decided to ask what was wrong.

"You okay?" I whispered to her. She didn't answer back she was just sitting there drawing. The bell began to ring so me and Amber dashed out of the class to be the first to buy food. "What was wrong with Addilyn" Amber asked. "She aired me when I asked her lol" I said. We sat in our usual places with the girls and Addilyn was no where to be seen. The boys came over to us and sat down, "Where's Addilyn at she's being a weirdo today" Asked Ryan. I wasn't paying any attention I was just staring into his big brown eyes. His short scruffy hair was extra curly today, his skin was smooth like butter which had freckles scattered round it. His sharp jaw could've slit my wrists better then my own razor. "Holly answer his question" laughed Amber. I instantly snapped out of the trance he put me in and said "I dunno she's being abit off today.".
He laughed, His perfectly sinister smile warmed up my heart and his eyes glistened. He went off to play football and everyone instantly looked at me. "You was staring at him for like half an hour you weirdo"' Kai sniggered at me.

I then realised that I had left my bag in the art room, I went to the teacher to get her keys for the room and unlocked the door. I slowly walked to the back of the room and saw that Addilyn had left the picture that she was drawing. I picked it up and studied it. "Oh my god" I said out loud as the picture was a chipped grave stone that said "Here lies Holly bennet". My heart sank into my stomach the second I read that. I turned it round and it was another picture, but only this time it was of her stabbing me. I felt sick...

But out of everyone why me?