Mistakes From My Escape//G.D

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  I just woke up, and I have been to scared to look at my social medias. I go downstairs to make myself some scrambled eggs. My mom and dad are at work, my brother is at collage 5 hours away, and my sister is at collage 2 hours away, so I can play music as loud as I want. In the mornings I like to play happy songs. "Best Song Ever" by One Direction came on. I loudly sang. People always told me I have a beautiful singing voice, but I don't believe that.

I run upstairs and to the bathroom. I put on bronze eyeshadow that compliments my dark brown eyes. Then I brush my long, curly, light blonde hair. I don't fill in my eyebrows because they are dark. People always thought my real hair is brown because of my eyebrows, but my hair has always been light blonde. When I was with Grayson I did not wear much makeup. I did not feel like I had to, but with Mason I do. He called me ugly without makeup. Grayson treated me like a queen. I miss him.

School went by slowly. Nothing crazy happened. I got home and I sat in my room looking at the pictures of Grayson and I. They are still hanging on my walls. Mason wants me to take it down, but I will never. I'm still in love with Grayson. The way things ended was terrible. A huge misunderstanding. I got mad and I did not save it. I did not try to talk it out. Instead I hopped on a plane. Biggest mistake I have ever made. He tried to call me for the first few days, but when I responded.. well I regret what I said when I responded. That's probably what gets me. The fact that I did that. The fact that I messed things up. I need to end things with Mason.

The doorbell rang. I walked back downstairs and opened the door. "Hey Mason.."

                      Grayson's P.O.V
It's been a year. I have not gotten a girlfriend since. I don't want to fall in love again. I know she has a new boyfriend named Mason. He disgusts me. He is not good enough for her. She deserves better. I want her. I want to go find her. I want to beat up Mason. I hate him. I would find her, but she changed her number and she blocked me from all social medias except YouTube. I can't remember her address. I miss her. I can't stand this.

I run downstairs to our workout room. Normally I would put on the boxing gloves, but I want to go without. I picture the punching bag as Mason. I kept punching as hard as I could for at least 15 minutes. I stopped because my hands started to bleed a lot. Basically a daily routine. Some days Ethan says I'm going crazy and stops me.

I walk over to Ethan and say hey.

"Grayson.. where's you punching?" Ethan said either a lot of concern on his face.

"Uh..... yeah..." I replied.

"Gray you can't do this. She moved on. She has a boyfriend. It's time for you to move on also." He said then he walked off.

"She moved on." That played in my head over and over again. I can't get those three short words out. I don't believe it. She can't love him, she can't even like him! Then it hit me. I remember what she was going though and the day she finally started to be happy again. I'm sure she has depression again. She probably is trying to use Mason to make her happy.

I grab my MacBook and run to my room. Ashley uploaded a video. I press play. I knew it! She needs me. I only know the town name that's she lives in. I run out the door. Only with my wallet and keys to my car. I drive to the airport.