«Crush x Reader Oneshots«

~I'm Bored~

**Jay**

****WARNING SMUT!!!!!! WARNING SMUT!!!!!! somewhat kinky in a way****also trigger warnings!!! Anxiety, depression!!!****

*Fluff*

      I sat in bed, listening to the loud noises of crickets outside my window. My thoughts were bouncing back and forth, keeping my eyes wide open and my eyes teary. I reached over and shakily grabbed my phone, pulling open my messages.

To: (C/N)

Hey. I can't sleep. I'm bored. I want to talk to someone. Are you up?

     I sat for a few minutes and waited. After a bit, I checked my phone again. 

Read: 2:34 a.m.

     I sighed and hung my head, clicking off my phone and setting it back on the nightstand. I stared up at my ceiling, feeling my heart pound and my head following. Before I knew it, my thoughts were completely spiraling.  He doesn't love you. You aren't good enough for him. You are worthless to everybody. Kill yourself. It will be easy. The pills are right there. End it all you worthless bitch... 

     My thoughts were interrupted by a loud clack at my window. I looked over, feeling a sense of dread wash over me. Then again. It sounded like something hitting the glass on the outside. I slid my hand towards the pocket-knife I kept in my drawer and set my feet on the floor, walking towards the window. Another clack. I lifted the knife as peeked out the window. My face of terror morphed into a large smile. (C/N) was standing outside my window with a Walmart bag and a large stack of movies.

      I unlatched my window and popped it open. 

     "Well hello there stranger," (C/N) said as he dropped the Walmart bag through the window, revealing a stack of all our favorite candies. He handed me the movies and without invitation, climbed through my bedroom window and sat on my bed. He patted the bed beside him and I put in the first movie, which happened to be Tangled!  I crawled over to the bed and sat down beside him, tearing into the bag of snacks he brought.

     Throughout the beginning of the movie, he seemed quiet, like he was thinking hard about something. A little while later, (C/N) turned to me with a serious face and asked: "How good are you at kissing?" My eyes widened and my face went red.

     "I-I don't really know.  I don't really have an answer I guess," I said with a hint of curiosity in my voice. I looked up at him and tilted my head when I saw a small smirk on his face.

                                                    ***FLUFF OVER, SMUT BEGINS***

      Before I knew what was happening, he had me pinned down to the bed and he was hovering over me. "Let's find out, shall we?" He asked with a smirk. He leaned down and glued his lips to mine, leaving me with little time to react. When I realized what was happening, I melted into the kiss. He licked along my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I opened my mouth enough for him to shove his tongue through, which he then used to push my mouth open further.

    Our tongues danced to the sound of our pants and groans as he rubbed his hands up and down my sides. He peeled off my lips, moving his kisses down my jaw and onto my neck, sending a shot of pleasant shivers down my body. I instinctively tilted my head back, earning a smirk from (C/N) that I could feel on my neck and a few nibbles. He pulled off my neck and tugged at the end of my tank-top. I nodded and he pulled it off quickly.

     "I'm gonna try something... Okay?" He asked with a small smile. I whispered out a small Okay and smiled. He lifted my head gently and wrapped the tank-top around my eyes like a blindfold. "This way, you don't know what to expect. It will make everything feel ten times better," he said huskily as he glued himself back onto my neck. I gasped gently as I felt him suck on my neck. I knew this would leave a mark but luckily it was low on my neck near my collar-bone. 

     He then traveled from the spot he left the hickey to my collar-bone, then down to my chest above my bra. His warm hands slinked from my sides to my back, where he trailed his fingers to my bra strap. He slowly unclipped every hook, making me wait in impatient agony. Once all four hooks were undone, he slid the bra straps down my shoulders and off my arms. I heard a small rustle, which I assume was my bra landing on the bed before I felt a wave of pleasure shoot from my boob through my body. He was licking and sucking away at my nipple and my head was tilted backward.

     I was panting heavily as he sucked on one boob, rubbing and squeezing the other roughly. Then it suddenly all stopped. I heard his shirt come off and the zipper on his jeans follow. Then his belt and his jeans hit the ground. "I'm not completely exposed yet. But you should be," he said. I could feel his smirk as he grabbed my shorts, pulling them down and off quickly. Then my underwear followed. Cold air hit my folds, making me shiver as I pulled my legs together. He rested his hands on my knees.

     "Don't. You're gorgeous" He said sweetly. I let my legs separate and blushed gently. For a few seconds, there was nothing. No noise, no feelings, nothing. Then suddenly, I felt a warm sensation in my folds. It wasn't a finger or a dick. It was flicking up and down, teasing me gently. Oh my god is he...He is licking me... I thought to myself in shock. I gasped at the feeling, earning a smug "Mmmm" from (C/N). Then the pleasure intensified as he went from licking my folds to licking up and down on my clit. I moaned slightly, feeling the heat in my vagina grow. He sucked gently and licked my clit, making me unable to hold in my moans. 

     The pleasure kept building and building before it seemed like too much. "I-I can't hold it much longer (C/N)," I said through my moans. Then he stopped. He completely pulled away before I felt a sudden wave of pleasure from my entrance. He had put a finger in me and he was moving it around slowly. I arched my back a bit, begging for more. He chuckled smugly before inserting another finger. He twisted and hooked his fingers, making my moans louder and the pleasure in my body more intense. 

     I felt the same knot in my stomach as before, knowing I was going to lose it. I clenched my fists around my sheets and moaned, trying to hold it all back. Then once again, it all stopped. I groaned angrily. "You fucking tease!" I said exasperatedly. Then I heard a few more rustles and a bit of movement.

     "It will be worth it in just a second," he said. Then out of nowhere, he slammed into me. My world spun as the pleasure exploded through my body. He pinned my hands up next to my head and pushed my legs up so that I was in missionary position as he pushed in and out. My room was an explosion of moans and pants. He was so much larger than I had originally expected, and it was great.

     "Dammit (Y/N) you're so fucking tight and so warm," he moaned as he moved faster, pushing deeper and deeper with every thrust. I had already been close before but his thrusts and moans and the pleasure shooting through my body pushed me over the edge. I gripped at the bed sheets and moaned loudly, releasing on his dick. My moans and the way my walls tightened when I released must have pushed him over the edge because he groaned in pleasure and came in me.

   He rode out both our highs before pulling out. I felt the warmth ooze out and I shivered. I could hear his panicked movements as he pulled the make-shift blindfold off. "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!! I got caught up in the whole thing and didn't realize what I was doing. God fucking dammit..." He said as he looked for what I assume to be tissues or something. 

                                                 ***SMUT OVER, FLUFF BEGINS AGAIN***

    I chuckled and tried to calm him down. "I'm on the pills. It's okay," I said calmly. He sighed and relaxed his tensed body, which I was just noticing was pretty muscular.  He found the tissues on my desk and cleaned himself, and me off a bit. He grabbed my clothes and helped me get redressed, then redressed himself before crawling into the bed next to me and pulling me into a huge hug. 

    "I've been waiting for you to do that for years," I said groggily.

    "And I've been waiting to do that for years," He said before pulling the covers over both of us. I smiled and drifted off to sleep, feeling his body heat on my back.