S M I L E ° for me please

Chapter ° 1

"Yoongi...yoongi - YOONGI" I see my mother being token away by my father into the next hall, "you think I'm stupid don't you - You hore "

I see my mother and father shadow coming form the light of the other room

"Please don't hurt us we are going to leave please..just let us go...please " I hear my mother begging to leave.

    "You think I would let you get away with cheating on me " smack !!

I see my father holding my mother by the hair and his hand wave furiously hit my mother across the face.

  My mother leans more towards the floor as her hair falls warily across her shoulder bown her back

"I swear-i was not cheating I was checking on my broth-"

"STOP LYING" as he interrupts her I see something...something that I would have never forget

Something I could not make out but as it was placed too my mothers head

  I felt that something was worng
I had too do something

"DON'T HURT MY MOMMY "
I soon enough hear mother telling me too get back and run I could never look back

I had to lesson too my mother, but I could not leave her here with that man...

As I am about to tell her no I hear a blast almost like a toy truck hitting a wooden floor

   I could only see how my mother had fallen even closer too the floor, laying their...she probably is just tired

She has been yelling and getting hurt.

  I go running too her around the corner to tell her she was being silly to sleep on the floor without a quilt 

  But when I turned the corner something cold was on the side of my head
  It was like when I put a sippy cup on the side of the eye  when I cover my eyes too play peekaboo with my mom in that big chair I sit in for eat time.

because the other high chair is too big for me I can't put my head over too see my own food bowl .

I see my father with something shinny

I was so focused on the the toy my father was holding i didn't notice I stepped in juice

It's red and shinny as well
I look a little to the side of me
My mom head was their laying sleep

"Mom why are you sleeping on the floor you can get a cold that is what you always say"

I smile too her and sat cris cross
And pat her head

Just like how she wakes me up when I sleep on the floor

She has juice on her head it was on my hand why did she have juice in her hair

"Mom you have juus in your hair "

I stroke her hair slowly too try and get the juice out

He was standing their watching him wonder how nieve the child was
He had a gun too the kid  head and he never notice never flinched just wanted his mom

"Stop smiling your mother hates when you smile... She never loved you she is not sleep she will never come back. And you will never be happy, no one will this world is too complicated for your small , bull mind you are not worth my time go to sleep "

"My mommy loves my smile she always calls me gummie bear because she love my smile"

"She called you,gummie bear because you were always too heavy too carry,you are fat and disgusting
You are greedy and ungrateful "

I couldn't help but cry all I wanted was my mommy
I laid next too my mom and huge her

"Get up " I feel my father pick me up and head too my room...I want my mom

"Go too sleep and don't wake up "

How do I not wake up
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"Get up" a kick too the stomach
I wake up in a cold sweat now with a stomach ache

It was another dream that took me back too that night ....the night that will never leave my mind......

Helloo I hope you liked the first chat per I was having such a hard time to figure out what too write but I figured it out and I'm happy with it
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