She always began with "And
Visiting hours will be from" and
Worked it into her working hours and
Something in it had to be just so,
Couldn't be just any or potluck,
Something in the name or in the
Closeness, the closeness, probably "family and friends"
that was it
in many ways, she felt that. So she noted and attended.
It was the best way for family and friends,
No doubts, no shouts and accusing fingers
She had all that, all times anyway, more than plenty
So in the quiet parlored closeness, knowing no
One, the smells embraced her, welcomed her there
In scent of lilies, cologne and after shave, and then
The priest, yes, she always watched for the priest
The chatting stopped when he crossed himself
To pray and then to speak of the person there
Laid out, the one she didn't know, for sure, on
Purpose, knew only in the newspaper that morning,
And had to be that way, for sure, or all else failed
It's all in the mystery of not knowing and the testaments
To their goodness, their worthiness to friends and family
Just like in church, the mystery of not knowing Him
But knowing him in the words from those he went with,
Yes, like church only this is better, it's closer and
He is here, laid out, almost real, you wait for him
To speak, but better, because they speak for him,
Just like in church, but with the smells and chatter
And the sobbing and the children, all better in this
Stranger's crêpe that hangs for him only
In her mind, much, much better.
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Poetry
PoetryTHIS POEM SITUATES CONTEMPORARY LIFE AS A GROWTH EXPERIENCE, NOT A CONTEMPLATION OF WHAT MIGHT BE. IT DENIES THE 20TH CENTURY NOTIONS OF BEING AND NOT BEING.