You dont know it

You don't know it.
But I like you.
I've grown fond of your smile.
Your laugh and presence.
I'm jealous of the one that holds you.
You don't know it.
But I've always liked you.
I knew you didnt like me.
So its stayed hidden.
I couldn't tell you yet.
You don't know it.
But you're special.
That's why I admire you.
Structure and strength in you.
I couldn't of had you.
You don't know it.
But I'm loyal and soft.
I enjoy your company and jokes.
I can't even hug you.
As you're another woman's.
You don't know it.
But I break when you're not near.
I like to smile with you.
Laugh and play games.
She doesn't praise you.
You don't know it.
You don't see it.
You can't hear it.
Because I won't speak.
You don't know it.
But she is crazy and wrong.
I'm not right.
I hurt inside.
But you'll never know.
You don't know it.
But you're my best friend.
I try to connect with you.
But I'm not doing it right.
What's wrong?
You don't know it.
You don't know it.
Yet.
One day, she'll leave your heart.
I'll find it and return to you.
You don't know it.
But looking in your eyes.
Is an adventure.
I hope one day you know.
What your really mean to me.