Chapter 9

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"Now, what excuse do you have? "

"..."

Luiza chuckled, "Raven, put him down. "

"Yes founder. " Raven uttered with no emotion, rapidly letting go of me.

Suddenly, I landed butt first on the ground with a loud thump. I cringed at the pain and glared at Luiza James as I rubbed my sore butt. I slowly placed my aching foot on the surface and pushed myself up with my hands. However, the second I got up, I fell back down with extreme pain. 

Ugh... What even is happening with my legs? Raven didn't need to drop me that hard... Is she also suspecting me? Dammit! What is all this! Now Raven hates me... I mentally debated back and forth with myself, still sitting on the cold concrete floor of "the location". I felt all the hope drain out of me when I thought of Raven's actions. She dropped me with no mercy and she spoke with pure hatred and coldness in her voice. Oh god I'm a sissy... I can't believe I've actually fallen for her... It was so fast, everything... Her laugh, her reactions at my name, the way she criticizes me playfully, her witty remarks to my behaviors... When I purposely act silly to make her laugh and to see her cute smirk that sprawled across her rosy chubby cheeks... I guess now I'll never have the chance... Raven, the girl I crush on hates me now. She doesn't care... About me... Not anymore... Did she ever care? Well now it doesn't matter does it? Not anymore... Not ever, again. Its gone. All gone. Gone and GONE

 I stared at the ground, fighting back tears.

"Lock him up for now, we'll take a check for him later. " Luiza ordered.

I just sat there speechless and heartbroken, not bothering to resist or fight back even though I know that I can. My eyes focused on one spot as the guards dragged me across the hard rough floor, ripping my trousers and scraping my knees. But that pain seemed empty and numb compared to the pain my heart is feeling at this moment. Heartbreak... Again. She's gone. Again. I promised not to let it happen again... But I failed. Once more. I am not capable, I am not capable of anything, of love. I am not capable of love. I am a monster. What even am I? Am I one of those "Abnormal"... Things? What am I? I guess no one can answer that... Ow. My knees. They sting. My head, it pounds... My arms, they're limp and lifeless across the floor. My eyes, they're blurry and warm with tears. My legs, they're sore and uncomfortable. My ears are ringing... My heart, is aching... OW. It hurts so much. Too much. Everything cramps so bad... Help... Help... 

Tears streamed down my face as the short memories of Raven flashes before my eyes.

"Do you also want part on murdering this pathetic thing?"

"Nathan Excretion? PFFFFFFFFFT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!"

"Sinner."

"Ugh... Are all Chinese people like this? "

"Yes I know my ass is fucking showing you dick. Now get on with the mission already. "

"... TMI Nathan. By the way you're in my room that Luiza got for me. I don't live here though. I don't wanna be sleeping in the same room with that filthy slut... On the other hand why the damn does your ass hurt anyway?"

"Use your inside voice you heavy bitch. Now you can go meet the Founder. "

Gone.

I sat in numbness in the electric cell I was thrown in, tears silently pouring from my eyes.

Gone. 


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Author's Note:

I am so sorry... I had to do it... Come one I mean... Don't kill me... luiza_uni11... Sorry. However, I can promise you that this is gonna get better, this is just a show for a bigger event!!!!!! A good one, a REALLY good one. Stay tuned, and, I'm gonna sleep with one eye open tonight! 

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