A New Love -on hold-

Chapter 3

-Louis's Pov-

I couldn't stop thinking of her, her beautiful smile, her gorgeous purple eyes, and her soft lips. She is beautiful and thanks to Niall I was able to kiss her, well make out with her for three minutes. But sadly Seth and her are together now. I want to kiss her again. To feel her soft, sweet lips collide with my lips. To feel her soft skin against mine, to make her smile the way that he does. And I am glad I get to see her beautiful face each day while touring in America with her, The Fallen Stars, the lads from 5SOS, and Alex's sister Jewel.

"Lou! Get your arse out here. It's time for breakfast!!" Niall yelled from the kitchen.

I got up and ran out there in my dark gray sweatpants and black tank top that was lined with a dark blue. My hair was an absolute mess but I am only going to go eat breakfast with the lads than hop into the shower. All of the lads were here and they looked exhausted. Must have been up all night talking to Jewel and talking about tour. 

-Alex's Pov-

I woke up to find Seth watching American Horror Story. He looked over at me and saw me looking up at him, "good morning beautiful."

"Good morning baby," I replied as I sat up more and gave him a kiss. He is so damn cute in the morning, well all the time. 

Seth handed me the Xbox controller and I went to YouTube and turned on some music by Tyler Hagen. He is amazing, and I hope that one day I get to meet him. I stood up and walked over to the fridge to get ice cream. Hopefully today I would get to spend the day with only Seth, I think that Jewel already left to hang with the lads seeing as how her door is open.

I turned around after closing the fridge door and saw him standing behind me, he took the ice cream and put it on the counter than pinned me up against the fridge and started kissing me from the neck slowly up to my lips. It felt so good. He then picked me up and carried me to my bed, closing the door behind him. He laid me down and got on top of me. The ice cream was melting but I didn't care at the moment. 

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A few hours later him and I were laying next to each other, cuddled up close, wearing nothing at all but covered by my dark gray silk blanket. The room was warmer than it was a few hours ago. I heard the front door open and someone walk in. Well multiple people actually. 

"Alex! You here?" Jewel shouted.

"Why is there ice cream sitting on the counter? And why is it melted?" I heard Ashton ask.

"I have no idea, but you lads stay in the living room. I'm going to check to see if she is in her room," Jewel said as she walked closer to the room.

She opened the door and saw us laying in bed together. She didn't say anything, she just smirked. Louis didn't listen to her, he was looking at me with a sad look on his face then turned around and walked away.

"You two love birds need to get ready, we are going to go see a movie soon." she said as she closed the door and walked away.

The two of us got up and quickly got dressed. I just threw on gray short shorts and a black tank top along with my vans and a black bow after I brushed out my hair. Seth threw on a spare set of clothes he has had here for about a month or two now. We finished getting dressed and he grabbed me by the waist, pulled me close to him then kissed me.

"That was amazing baby," he said before we walked out of my room to see the others just staring at us.

"What?" I asked them. I was so confused as to why they were staring at us.

Harry was the only one to speak, "So you two had sex I take it? And let perfectly good ice cream melt!?"

"What we did is none of your damn business Harry." Seth quickly said that before I could even say anything.

"Well it is since she just hurt Louis's feelings. He does like her after all. We all know it. But clearly Alex, you are completely oblivious as to when people like you. Your damn sister confirmed that herself. And you are sleeping around with a stupid boy that could easily hurt you because of the mental condition you are in right now. We all see the scars sweetheart, we all know that you have nightmares each time you fall asleep. Your sister tells us everything because she is worried about you and so are we. All of us lads agree that you shouldn't be dating someone who could hurt you and leave you for a prettier girl." Zayn said with a serious tone in his voice.

I didn't say anything. I just simply started to cry and ran out the back door to the old oak tree. I climbed to the top of it as fast as I could. I almost fell three times but I made it to the top where there was a hole that had a lot of stuff in it. Thankfully no one followed me, but Louis did I guess. He was just a few branches below me.

"Alex? Are you okay?" he asked as he climbed higher up.

"What do you think?" I said as I looked at him as he sat next to me.

He hugged me, "I think that you just need someone to talk to right now."

"Lou, I have no idea what to do." I said as I buried my face into his chest.

"Look at me Alex," he quickly said, "Just follow your heart."

I was looking at him, making direct eye contact and trying to stop crying. Then next thing I know, he kissed me. I pushed him off of me, "Louis, you can't do that. I am with Seth. That one time was all that can ever happen, I have a boyfriend now."

He looked sad, and I started to descend from the tree. I stopped crying after he did that, it felt good but it was so wrong of him to do that. Seth needs to know but I don't want him to hurt Louis. I made it to the bottom of the tree and went back inside to see that they were still fighting but stopped once they noticed I was in the room.

"I'm sorry for what I said Alex. It was totally out of line. And I hope you can forgive me for what I said." Zayn said as he walked over to me and tried to touch my fore arm.

I backed up from him, "I can forgive you just please don't touch me right now." That's when he looked down and saw the blood dripping off my arm.

"Harry! Go to the bathroom and get bandages. Quickly." Zayn said as he took me over to the kitchen sink and started to clean off the blood, "I am so sorry I did this to you."

"What happened?" Harry asked as he came over to us.

"Self harm is what happened Harry." Zayn said as he turned off the water.

Seth walked in the front door as Louis walked in the back. Seth walked over to find that Zayn and Harry were wrapping my arms, "Self harm?"

"Yes. Deep too." Harry replied as he finished wrapping my right arm. Zayn finished wrapping my left arm a minute after.

"I'll be fine guys." I chimed in.

Harry turned me towards him and hugged me, "Please don't do that again. I hate seeing others in pain." he whispered into my left ear. He let go of me and we then all walked out to the cars to go get food then to go see a new movie.