It must be a sign right? I sighed as I continued to look at my phone. "You alright?" Seulwoon asked, walking up to me. "Yeah I guess." I said while raising my shoulders. She gave me a reassuring hug before calling ginger to join us. "Anyways, sorry that I've kept it from you guys but I saw bts's manager yesterday and he invited us to jungkook's birthday party. How cool is that?" Seulwoon said in amazement.
"So cool." Ginger said sarcastically while rolling her eyes. "Aiya, don't worry it'll be nice to finally see some familiar faces after such a long tour. What do you think y/n?"Yup, definitely a sign. "I mean I gotta catch up on some kdrama episodes and you know work on some music .." I said, trailing off as I didn't have any other excuses. "Come on y/n. You can just stick with us and you won't have to talk with any of the members." Seulwoon whined as she did some cringy aegyo. "Yikes fine, i'll go once you stop that." I said in disgust while covering my eyes. Seulwoon chuckled before sticking her tongue out. "Anyways, I have some work I gotta do, goodnight"
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Today was a nice sunny day with a hint of wind, my favourite type of weather. I was walking towards my studio when something caught my eye. I walked a few steps back and saw a cute little iron man plushy. It instantly reminded me of jungkook. His laugh, his little jokes and that stupid adorable smile. I remember him ranting to me how iron man was the best superhero of all during all those late nights back when we first debuted. Before I could control myself, I went into the store and bought it.
Soon I realized how dumb it would look for me to give a 22 year old man a plushy. Sadly exchanges and refunds weren't allowed so instead I just squished it into my purse. I continued my day, writing some new music and a few other things. Soon enough Seulwoon came to the studio to pick me up. "Y/n, you're joking right?" She said as she eyed my outfit. "Thank god I thought about this situation, here put this on." She threw a white dress at me before singling me to go change. "This girl-" I whispered in anger before going into a washroom to change.
Oh gosh this dress is quite tight. I came out and both Seulwoon and Ginger immediately lit up. "You look great" Ginger said with a smile. "Are you sure I should wear this? It's sorta tight" I said while tugging the dress. "Maybe you're just fat" Ginger added before I quickly hit her.
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As we got there, I could hear the music blasting and people laughing. Might not be that bad? Wait, where did Seulwoon and Ginger go? I looked around and they were no where to be found. I shook my head in anger before taking a deep breath. I walked in the house and immediately saw the members around the living room chatting with some girls. Fortunately they didn't notice me and I quickly walked to their backyard where people were dancing and socializing. Still couldn't find them. I decided to get myself a cup of punch. The music suddenly stopped and saw that the cake was coming out and so was the birthday boy. Everyone was cheering but before I could notice the two drunk girls beside me, they spilled their alcoholic drinks on me. "Oops" one of the girls said as the other one giggled. Since the music stopped, the situation was pretty noticeable. I quickly ran into the house of embarrassment. I looked for the closest washroom but sadly it was locked so I ran upstairs. I went into the room closest to me and thankfully there was a washroom. I took a bunch of toilet paper and tried to wipe it off. After a few minutes of trying,I realized it was impossible to get off. Just great.
As I was about to leave, the door suddenly opened and I saw jungkook. He had a shocked look but I quickly smiled before walking away. Though he was frozen, he reached out his hand, blocking me from leaving. "You need some new clothes, it's getting chilly out there." He said, not making eye contact with me whatsoever. "No it's okay, I-I was just about to leave" I said awkwardly. "Here" He said, handing me a white t-shirt. "It's really fine-"
He then turned to me and made eye contact with me and my whole body melted. "You sure?" This boy and his unresistable eyes. "Yea fine" I said, giving up as I took the white button-up before changing in the washroom. As I came out, jungkook's facial expressions immediately changed. "S-Stop staring, your making me uncomfortable. Should I just change back to-"
"Don't be silly y/n, I don't really care if y-you're changing or not, I have a party to get back to" He said with hope in his eyes yet with such a cold tone. "Y-Yea okay" I said as I walked out of the door, leaving him with an awkward smile. Not gonna lie, I actually sorta miss-
"Y/n?" I turn around and see Jimin. Bitch no, I can't deal with this right now. I quickly turn right back around, pretending I didn't hear him. I then noticed ginger waving to me from the car. "Thank god" I whispered as I started to fasten my pace. "I know you can hear me y/n" Jimin said. I turn around and saw him walking towards me. He looked awfully beautiful. Even his little flaws I used to make fun of were perfect now. As jimin was about to say something else, I took out the small iron man plushy and threw it at him. "Tell Kookie I said happy birthday" I shouted.