𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐁𝐲 𝐘𝐨𝐮✔ [COMPLETED]

C H 6 : Him?!

(Yes, they are in college.)
** Third Person's P.O.V **

After the 'moment' that Alphy and Fresh once again shared, they went back to class. As they roamed around the halls, they soon met a familiar face that was close to view. The person who is a skeleton with black bones instead of the common ones were white and was wearing a black jacket, a white sweatshirt underneath, black jeans and black sneakers with some black fingerless gloves(bleck). Alphy pretended to cough to get Fresh's Attention which he did. "Are you okay Alph?" Fresh asked, concerned for his best friend, even if it's one cough. No doubt that Fresh will ask if she's okay or not and will outright worry ever so suddenly. "I-I'm fine" she replied, stuttering. Fresh chuckled as they walked past a cat-like monster. Fresh soon noticed the skeleton and looked away.

As soon as they walked past the skeleton, Fresh couldn't help but resist to blush hardcore. At least the skeleton didn't see him blush hardcore. As they walked back to their classroom, Fresh hurriedly ran to his seat and wrapped his head with his arms, blush still in place. Alphy wanted to question his behavior but decided against it, maybe it was for the best that she wouldn't ask. Palette who was alone in the classroom, too notice of his actions and this time questioned him. "Are you okay? Your face is glowing purple" Palette pointed out on the table he was facing against. Fresh blushed even more, Palette smirked. "Whatever happend, spill the beans!" Palette exclaimed, Fresh shook his head in disagreement. "Nope, that's not gonna happen"

"Awe"

** Fresh's P.O.V **

Palette soon left me alone as class started. Alphy said next to us this time which made me feel less lonely. I found two of my friends in 1 day, usually takes me half of the school year to find some. I sighed, 'why am I acting like this? It's not like I like him. He was my ex', i don't need to love the same again, right?' I thought to myself. I still remember the times we did before.
And I missed it, i wished that stupid things never happened so we could be happy together. I could feel tears threaten to fall out, but I held it in.

Feeling used

But I, I'm still missing you

And I can see the end of this

Just wanna feel your kiss

Against my lips

And all this time

Is passing by

I still can't seem to tell you why

It hurts me every time I see you realize

How much I need you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her you need her

And I will never be her

** Third Person's P.O.V **

Fresh looked so distressed all day. You see, after a break up. Sometimes you feel like you're used for love. But somehow you still miss them, but you can't seem to decide to you'll go back to them or not, you can't end the decision there if you're not sure. Sure, you want to go back to them because of all the times you had, like your first kiss with them and other things. But if you're so sure, do you know why you broke up with them? If they realize, will they beg you to come back to them even after the break up? Realizing that, it hurts to see them suffer if you decline or reject when how much they need you, not want you, for comfort, for love, for warmth and everything. It's like a paradox.

You hate them, they love you

You hate the way you love them

Vice versa

You love them, they hate you

You love the way you hate you

In times when you love them so much, you won't even need to cheat on them, you wouldn't put anyone above them, because you love(adore, need, want) them.

I'm not looking for a someone who has
Everything
Just a someone who'll love me like I'm his
Everything

When they put someone else above you(how I describe when they cheat on you; when they start doing the same things they did to you and instead of you, it's the other one that they now love. So they put the one that they now love above you, kinda like building blocks wherein you are a block and the builder is the one you loved so they stack another block to pressure the other to depression, broken hearted, sometimes suicide, drugs, alchohol and etc.)of course you might call this cheating. Some will be mad and disagree, some will feel broken when the some you love, used to love you, some will feel happy for them, completely forgetting that they had a relationship with this certain person. No one can relate to this because you're probably in a healthy relationship or you're just single(like the author).

He was never
Mine
But loosing him
Broke my
Heart

Oh, I'm sorry.
I forgot I only
Exist
When you need
Something.

I never loved anyone like
I love you,
So please stay.

I should never
have cared. But I
Did care.
I cared alot. And
I still f##king
Care.

So when you hold my hand,
Do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want me,
Is it all of me or just one part?

After school, Fresh went home early. Bad memories flashed back throughout his head. He clutched his head, trying to stop the voices that kept him captive. His depression getting worst every passing second. The only way to stop it is way worst, he stopped doing that years ago. The scar underneath still brought him bad memories to this day.

But it's the only way for the voices to...

StOP¡