Heart-Shaped Box || Beverly x Reader

TWO

Dear Beverly,

I forgot to mention one thing that was bothering me was that you're dating Bill. I know I should feel happy for you, you're my best friend. Today we all went to the quarry. After we all went swimming everyone sat there having there own conversations but me. Richie was talking to Eddie. Stan, Ben and Mike where talking. I was sitting beside you and Bill. You guys where cute.

"Do you love me?" bill asked
"I love you more than anything in the world" you answered

I got really jealous of you guys. I just wanted to sit there and cry. I didn't know what to do so, I just chose to leave to go cry on my own.

Later that day you called me to see if I was okay. I got really happy when you called. You seemed kind of worried when you called me. I wanted to ask if you where worried about me or something, but it was probably something about you and bill I shouldn't get in the middle of. I lied and answered with

"I'm fine"

I wasn't really fine.
This seems kind of selfish but I wanted you to break up with Bill. You asked if you could come over and I answered with a yes.

You came over to my house and the first thing you did was hug me. I wanted to keep you in my arms forever. I died a little inside. You ended up spending the night. Which was amazing for me. We spent all night talking about just random things, and it was one of the best nights ever.

With Love,
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