-big exhale- Alright.. Here's the small update everyone seems to be wanting.
I'm not dead. No need to call the boo boo bus guys! Though I'm not entirely in the living mode.. I'm just.. Tired. Currently I'm in one of those spots where it's hard to do anything.. Drawing is difficult to do now to. Of course, I have my amazing moments where I can write in a journal and come up with amazing stories or draw anything! From my ever changing style to very realistic.. Then I'll fall right back into the slow mood..
Another part of it is school.. I go to school on Wednesday's (and only on Wednesday's) to a private school.. It's made for homeschoolers.. I'm really bad at school.. I got an A in art.. That's it. I'm pretty happy if I got a B in any of my classes honestly.
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Thaaaaaats all my classes. I made a phone screen with them so I could know.. Kinda silly, but omggggg does it help. Anyway.. My last class is what's destroying me. I can't pick between two careers, even for a day. I want to be a author, so very badly.. But I also want to be an artist. I know I can do both, but my teacher says I have to do one.. Instead of helping me figure out how to do both, he's pushed me to the point of not even wanting to pick up my pen.
I love seeing that you guys want more, it makes me want to write more so badly.. It honestly does. But I don't know how to start again. I honestly don't... And it worries me! What if I never get back into it..?
Anyway.. I'm gonna go do a update to my profile.. Definitely need a new banner and profile picture, eh? Might write a little bit too, but it'll be for my attempt at a horror story, since I love revisiting old memories.
