People its stupid
That is the first thing that comes to our minds
That they have the mistake for not listening or having their own choices
But then its seems that they domt care o give a f*ck about it
You realize...
It has been your fault
Its your fault that they hate you
Its your fault for beung a failure
Its your fault being like this
I feel like a failure
I think I just want to be heard and receive love
I have a boyfriend
I have not so many friends
I have a family
I have it all
But at the same time
I have nothing
People think about their own problems
I think about their problems more than mine
I try to use their problems to get away from mine
Running away is not a choice
It ends bad
I am lonely, most of the time
I am surrounded by people
But Im alone
I hate me
I don't like being me
Sometimes I wished to be different
I want to go away from my life
Dreams aren't real....
Tears are real....
And they hurt....
A lot...
There are reasons why we fight
There are reasons about our mistakes
There is always a reason for every single choice
We dont think about our choices
And we make our life a complete sh*t
That is what happen to my life
I f*cked it up completely
Just because I ran away from my problems (literally)
They know when we are hurt
When we are bad....
When we are sad....
When we want to dissapear....
And we dont listen to their choices
I hate me
I can't change my thought.
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The Diary
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