Today is a special day
To begin with my boyfriend and I got 7 months about being together
That is so important for me,
He is the person that makes me escape from this jail.
My house haven't change, yesterday got problems and now its like nothing happen.
I would really love to get some attention or at least support on my choices, but the best part is that they don't let me do my choices.
Should I do something to change my life? or stay like this the rest of my youth?
I always thought I was a mistake...
Im still thinking about it, It just that, I was born before my parents got married, and also they leave the university after me.
I think that I ruined their life, even though it was their problem but I am that problem.
I ask myself if Im strong enough to raise my voice against my father...
But Im scared... not sure about what... but Im scared
Is it because I love them?
Is it because Im a prisoner?
Is it because Im weak?
Is it because I could be able to lost the only person that makes me feel free?
..........
The only I know is that I can't loose him, not again....
When I arrive school in 2016 I was his crush, but I never experiment love, and I didn't realize that he truly loves me, so I push him away, bring him back again, that so many times, until....
A friend got him
He was desperate because of me and he accept her
Then I realize that I need him, that I wasnt happy knowing that was my fault
I didnt want to lose another person in my life....
I cried that day....
He notice me....
He came to me and my best friend trying to be with me? Thats what I think
We start talking
Even though I was broken, cause I hurt him a lot in the past...
In a school trip after 2 months of taking confidence in each other...
He ask me if I could be his girlfriend...
As always I cried (45 minutes) in that bus
And when we waited for our parents we have our little first kiss....
That day I knew I got something unique
I had the confidence of someone again
I was able to have him again, Im so happy I fix my mistake.
Because of him...
I believe in me...
To fix all my mistakes, that Im able to do it...
That is why I love him.....
Also my name is kate....
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