Just A Friend To You { l.g.l } ✔

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It's been two weeks since guanlin and luna was kissing. Me and jinyoung getting closer but only as friend.

He ofc Guanlin, we never talk each other again and everyday he takes Luna to school, to her house, and everywhere ofc just them together without me. Tbh i don't even want to follow them cuz it's just makes my heart even hurter.

Saturday

"Hey sweetie, i'm gonna go to Jeju so will it be okay if I leave you two?", aunt Lai.

"That's okay mom, we'll be okay", guanlin smiled to his mom.

"How about you dear?", aunt Lai look at me.

"Hmmm ofc it's okay", i smiled at her.

So here is me and guanlin sitting on the sofa and eating chips, playing with our phone. So awkward. None of us are starting a conversation.

"H-hey guan", i brave myself to talk to him.

"Hmm?", he look at me.

"It's been along time right?"

"Uh yeah hahaha you know exactly wht i'm doing right?"

Wht?

"Hey guess wht? Luna likes me too!! I'm so happy, Ji. Don't u know that?"

Haha i knew it guan

"Really?? Omg congrats guan im so proud."

"Heheheh thanks bestie you r the best, btw i see that u r getting close with jinyoung?? Doesn't he is your first love??"

"Uhm ye-yeah but i don't rly like him now or you can say that i dun have any feelings for him now"

"Ah really? So you don't like anyone?", he asked me curios.

"Nope i dun found anyone that catch my attention", lie.

Stoopid guanlin i ha8 you. Don't you know that I love you?

"Excuse me i need to go to my room", i smiled to him.

"Sure"

My heart is hurting. My tears keep falling down. I miss him on the past before Luna appears. The way he treated me nicely and only me not anyone else. I don't hate Luna but I hate myself now for being a dumbass poor, it's my fault since the beginning. I knew it. Feels like I want to end my life.