Distance | jikook

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"Yoongi, please come home." - I hear the voice of my boyfriend and I shake my head. "Please Yoongi, it's been two months since Jungkook is in a coma and he's still not waking up..."

"Hoseok I was home yesterday, today I'll stay here... and tomorrow too..." - I interrupt him, I hear his deep breath.

"I miss you Yoongi." - I turn to him. I really left him...he is completely alone. I didn't even think about it at all. Jungkook has been in a coma for two months. Everything is exactly the same, there are no changes, they said if there were no changes by the end of this month, they would simply just say he's dead.

Jimin...Jimin became completely cold, he don't call me anymore, he don't ask for Jungkook, I talked to Namjoon a few weeks ago and he said that he sees him every day with another girl. Namjoon spoke to him, asked him why he was behaving, why he did all this, he said that he no longer had a heart, he said that his soul died on the day he find out that Jungkook was in the hospital. Since then, he hates everything, behaves like a bad guy, uses girls, but he has never been with the same girl twice.

I asked Namjoon if he had ever seen him with a guy and said he's just going out with the girls. Then everything was clear to me, he wanted to forget everything, he wanted to stay cold, but he didn't want to throw out Jungkook from the heart for which he claims he don't have.

Namjoon once went to his apartment and everything he saw was a total mess. Jimin believes that Jungkook is dead and that he will never wake up...even though I'm starting to lose hope.

His parents only came once and said they had an obligation, that they don't have time for the drama that their son arranged.

Tae...Tae comes every day, he stays all night with him and talks to him. I then go home because I know that everything will be fine when he is with him. Tae feels awful because he is in some ways the reason why Jungkook hurt himself. We all abandoned him, he was alone, and none of us noticed it.

"Yoongi? Are you okay?" Hoseok's voice called me back to reality.
"Let's go." I say and get up of the hospital chair in the hallway. "Where are we going?" he asked me confusedly, and I hugged him and quietly said "home."

I know I'm not posting daily but this kind of parts take longer time to write, so I would really appreciate if you comment, because when you don't I feel like I'm writing this story for nothing.