The one nightstand that change my life (slowly editing this one )

chapter seventeen

As i stand here with alina in my arms and as we kiss i cant help how i feel i just feel like i want to hold her in my arms all day and night but im looking at how tired she look and i remember that her dad was down stairs waiting for me with my son i had to pull alway so i can let her get some rest 

'baby as much as i would love to be here in your arm all night and day you need to get some rest cause i need you and our son need you too but we will just talk about our little discussion late when you feeling better ' 

'tammy we need to finish talking about this right now'

alicia get some rest just dont fight me on yhis please i dont like the way how you look right now and so does your dad just please get some rest if not for me but for our son please'

'ok but we are gonna finish talking about this when i get up'

'ok i will check in on you in a few '

'ok'

im just so in love with her if only she feel the same about me but i have to get a way to make her see that i do care for her and that i dont want to hurt her 

alicia POV 

i cant believe he want me to marry him but he dont love me how am i gonna do this i cant help the way i feel for him i know it havent been that long since we know each other but i can already tell that i love him so much i just dont to get hurt.when i get up we will just finish our little talk cause i already made up my mind i just hope he will go along with it and not fight me on it.just hope i feel alot better when i get up cause i never felt like this when i found out about lil tammy but im not worried maybe it is just this whole thing of tammy finding out about our son and dad so happy about the fact that his friend is a little part of the family