Betrayal : An End Or New Start

Heartbroken

Anika
No, you can’t let yourself break like this. Look at yourself Anika, What have you made of yourself?  Tell me one thing, How long will you stay like this. You have to get up and start your new life for yourself and for us Anika.

Go and ask for divorce from him. You have to do this Anika” My friend said with calm and  caressing my shoulder. I nod slightly.

I will do this soon but before that i need to find a job, i can’t go back to delhi and tell my parents whatever my so called husband did with me” i said in anger and move out of her house.

Anika, Anika” she is shouting from behind but i want to be away from everyone and i need this thing to do immediately.

I am walking on roads finding A aim for my newly found life where i have nothing except regrets, Regrets to love that person who don’t deserve my hatred too. Regrets to fall in his trap again and again.

Now i have nothing to do i can’t  live without him or nor with him. From the first day when i step out of my house for him, My dad was not happy with my decision but i run away from my own family for him and what he did with me, he left me alone for my own sister.

I want to laugh, i want to cry. What my fate did with me and i want to laugh on this relationship maze created by my own husband and sister.

That sister i gave her my everything, i share every small to big thing with  her, i don’t know one day i have to share my husband too with her.

i gave her a roof when everyone throw her out and today she is the only one who throw me out of my house and my husband life.

I reached on cliff and sat down because today there is nothing left in my life except loneliness and darkness. I sat there thinking about the ongoing battle between my heart and mind.

Soon i felt a hand on my shoulder.

Are you out of your mind, you are going to give up on your life for that moron”. That men who saved me that day shouted on me, i look away from him and chuckled slightly.

So what, what left in my life nothing except a mere regret or nothing. I left with nothing, i have nowhere to go. I have nothing to do, if i die then at least there must be a peaceful sleep where no one can disturb me. Then there will be no heart and  i will have no fear that it will start again beating for any cheater.

There will be no string that will attach me to any cheater like him

Are you out of your mind, learn to fight god damn it, you aren’t a child. In this life we all have to go through good or bad phase but that doesn’t mean, we will end our life like this. It's your own life and you can’t give up like this”. He shouted on me,i am looking at him staring nothing just looking blankly to him.

I know how to fight but i am scared, i am scared to even think about love. I feel bad when i remember all the good times and broken promises, its hurts to even think about his betrayal” i replied back looking away.

I know moving on is hard it’s not always easy to pick up broken fragments and continue with the way life was going but we all have to do it. We have to fight with this, don’t cry thinking about your past, it already over and stop worrying about future it hasn’t arrived yet, just remember one thing that live in this moment, live in today and try to make it beautiful as much you can”. He replied looking deep in my eyes, i just hummed in response and look away.

And now you are coming yourself, I will pick you up” He said seriously and i chuckled looking at him. I pulled him and make him seat beside me.

We just sitting in darkness of night with complete silence, No one dare to utter a word.

As people say sometime silence say everything louder than Any words could ever be said.

Today we both come to know one thing that we are attached with a string that is unknown to both of us. We just sit there like this and after sometime i slept on his shoulder only.

Sorry guys i am not able to update because of my busy schedule i have exam on 6 may.. so sorry i complete this chapter in 15 days i start writting this chapter on 15 april and today i complete this 😂😂 i felt like winning a war....

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