I am a broken China doll
Smashed up into pieces for the world to see
Maybe if I pick up the pieces I could make a mosaic a work of art
But for now I am just one beautiful mess
Trying to find her place in the world
Where do I fit?
Where do I belong?
These are the questions weighing on my mind
Where do I go to find solace from my thoughts?
My brain ticks over a thousand times a minute
My heart begins to pound faster and faster
The walls feel like they are contracting
Getting smaller and smaller
Until I can't breathe
I try to calm myself down by being in the present moment but I fail
I work myself up until a tidal wave of distress floods over me
I am drowning in a sea of anxiety
I need someone to pull me out
To throw me a lifeline
Save me I'm sinking in thoughts that aren't my own.
