Problem Girl (Editing)

Chapter 19

3 Months Later...

Edward P.O.V

High school almost ends. Collage is about to start in few months. No one knows where the hell is Bella, Jasper, Rosalie or Rita.

How the fuck can four people despair and no one knows shit about where they are?!

I check in the mail box and I see a letter from the collage of New York.

I got accepted.

"What's wrong, Edward?" Esme came up to me. She still feels guilty about what had happen with my Bella.

"Is that a collage letter?" She asked me.

"I got accepted."

"Oh, honey, congrats," she hugged me. "From which one?"

"New York."

"My big boy is going to New York," she smiled.

"I guess so," I half smiled at her.

She stars at me for a second and smirks.

"I know you miss her," she whispers.

"I do, mom. I miss her a lot."

"I'm sorry, honey... It's..."

"No, mom, it's not your fault. You tried to help her but she just didn't want it. And even though I miss her because she was... well not was, she is the love of my life, we can't do nothing about it."

I didn't blame my mother for what happened with Bella. But when I saw in Carlisle's eyes, I hate to admit but it seems he does.

I remembered the conversation we had before everything happened.
Flash Back.
Bella was asleep in my arms. It was like 4am. I felt thirsty so I carefully I let her go and put my pants on.
When I get to the kitchen I saw Carlisle having a cup of water.
"Hey, Son," he said. "Can't sleep either? Where's Bella?"
"Yeah. Bella is out like a rock," I laughed.
"Is she? Did she drink last night?" He asked.
"Yeah, dad, what did you expect?"
"You do have notice that she looks a lot like Andrea," he said.
I nodded.
"That's not why you're with her?"
"No, no," I took a sip of my water. "I do love her, dad."
"I know you do. Trust me, I don't want her to leave, like never," he laughed. "To me is like loosing Andrea again. She's much like her and at the same time so different."
"You mean a striper, drug user and alcoholic?"
"Yes. Still she's like a daughter to me."
End Of Flash Black

For Carlisle loosing Bella is like loosing Andrea all over again. And we both lost her. Carlisle lost another daughter. I lost my only reason for existence.

"At least you don't blame me," she sobs. "Carlisle hasn't even looked at me in the eyes."

"What?"

"I feel bad but I have to tell you. Carlisle has been acting really distant with me. At night I pretend to be asleep and he's still awake I hear him say how much he misses Bella and if only wasn't for my big mouth she'll be here."

Carlisle can't do that to Esme. Fuck, that's almost the same shit he did when Andrea died.

~~~~ Later That Night ~~~~

I walked up to Carlisle who was sitting alone in the back yard. He had a smoke in his hand but he wasn't smoking it. Just staring at it.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"I found it in Bella's room," he said. "She still smoke even before everything that happened to her."

"Carlisle... I also miss Bella, more that you can imagine but you really have to stop blaming my mother for what happened."

"If only Esme kept her..."

"Esme only tried to help her!" I shouted. "Esme couldn't support the idea of how Bella's life was ending up. I didn't either but she was the one who acted. Bella didn't want our help. You told me to stop looking for her after a week that she left. That she was gone. Now you're blaming my mother. I'm sorry, dad, but it's the truth."

He didn't say anything. He just sat there looking at the joint. I walked away on my way to my room I passed Bella's room. I walked in and saw exactly how she left it.

A total mess. I remembered I had a camera here. I looked for it but it was gone. It wasn't in my room for sure. She probably took it.

I walked up next to her bed and saw her shirt. I smiled. It was the shirt she wore our first time together.

I walked out and to my room. I needed to sleep a little.

Carlisle P.O.V

That night I went in my room and saw Esme getting ready to go to sleep.

Edward was right. I had told him to stop looking for Bella. And now that I miss her I blame my own wife.

"Esme?" She looked at me. "I'm sorry. I know I've been acting like a total idiot. I know. I told Edward to stop looking for her and now that I miss her... I can't take it out on you. I'm sorry, love."

Her eyes filled with tears and I just hugged her.
Flash Black
" I'M NOT WHAT YOU GUYS WANT!!" She  yelled. "I'M NOT ANDREA!!! I'M NOT A GOOD GIRL!!! I'M A FUCKEN STRIPER!!!" A tear ran down her cheek. "I'm nobody's little girl... It's too late for that shit."
End Of Flash Back

She was right. Now it's too late. She's gone.

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Author's Note:
I've been really bussy these days so the last chapters are going to be short. I promise that the sequel will be longer.
TILL NEXT TIME!!!
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Update: July 12, 2014
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