Tea and Talks

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"Haz can we go?" Jesy asks after abit
"Sure,Love" he says with a grin.
After thy say their goodbyes I kiss my parents goodbye before getting onto their car before them.
"I miss Her..." Jesy tells Harry
"I know you do...that's why she's coming to stay the night" Harry replies grinning as I get in the Car
"Room for a little one?" I ask grinning
"Wait..you want to come?" Jesy asks
"Of course I do!" I assure her, we talk all the way back to her and Harry's house.

"Tea?" Haz asks
"What biscuits you got?" I ask smiling
"You are a actual spittimg of your dad" he laughs before bringing tea and biscuits in to the lounge. After a awkward silence Harry asks,
"How's Indie?.."
"She's good, getting stronger" I smile a little
"Good..good" I look up at Jess and I follow her gaze to her clasped hands over her lap.
"Harry said you've missed me.." I mumble smiling a little
"Huh? Sorry what?" Jesy says with a jump.
"Nothing" I sigh "I'm going to facetime my mam and see how Indie is" I leave the awkward room and sits up at the island while face timing my mam.

"Hey baby!" She answers with a smile
"Hi"
"What's wrong? What's happened?" She asks instantly knowing that somethings up.
"it's just Jesy, she's being spacey and dis welcoming...If that makes sense" I say leaning my head on my hand.
"Right..um..just stick with her babe?"
"Obviously I will. This is Jesy that we're talking about. She doesn't even seem botherd that I'm here. I know that it's my own fault for being distant but..I want my Jess back.."
"Talk to her"
"Of course I will"
"Lewis has gone home for the night"
"Oh has he? Is Indie still with you?"
"Yeh, he didn't really want to leave her but there's something up with him"
"God mam, way to worry the shit out of me"
"Sorry baba. don't worry to much, maybe text him?"
"Yeah I'll do that. Any words of wisdom for my confrontation?"
"Don't panic and just thing of her as the Jesy you know. Even if she's not quite there, deep down she is"
"What if it's random shit that I don't want to and can't handle it, I can't go back to the way I was. Not now, I've got Indie to look after and Lewis. I need to try and keep him, and and"
"Calm down babe..ask her first, if it's something you think that you can't handle tell her politely that your not able to handle it..if it gets to much, me and dad are a phone call away"
"Yeah your right, okay well I better go and talk to her..I don't think I want to stay..don't worry I'll text you later"
"Okay baby girl, stay safe. Love you lots"
"Love you more"
"Tara babe"
"Bye mam"

After my conversation with mam I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear and turn round to leave
"Don't ever think that I'm not bothered. I am, I always will be" Jesy whispers
"Can we talk..? You always want me to tell you anything that's bothering me, it works two ways.." I mumble not meeting her gaze
"I'd rather not cause your relapse.."
"Fuck the relapse, I've beaten it before and I will again. Tell me everything"
"There isn't anything, just a little problem"
"Problem...?"
"Yeah..nobody knows what it is exactly but..fuck I don't even know" Jesy sighs
"Don't get...clammy, its just me, little Fi..your peach" I smile
"it's just I go spacey..I can't control it..it's happened when I've been driving, walking, in the middle of a conversation"
"Oh Jess..."
"it's pathetic I know"
"That's not what I was saying!"
"I'm a shit auntie if I put all this on you"
"Shut up. Just shut up Jess! Who was there through the shit I have with my Dad? You. Josh? You. Lewis? You! Your the one person who treats me my actual age and because of that your one of the first people I come to. Your not a shit auntie okay? Your better that Caitlin if I'm honest! Don't ever think your shit."
"Your a sweetie" she smiles hugging me tight.
"You don't want to hug me for long, I'm legit knackered"
"You want me to take you up to bed?"
"Mm..yes please..but will you stay and cuddle me?"
"Of course peach" She whispers while carrying me up to the spare room.
"Nanite peachy" Jesy whispers and kisses my cheek as I fall asleep.

I startle awake at about 7, realising the time I pull my phone close and text Lewis.

F- Morning Babe, what time you going back to my mams? Xx
L- Eh idk
F- What have I done?..no kisses? X
L- Yeah sorry was busy, are you at Jesy's still? Xx
F- Yeah, don't think anyone's awake tbh Xx
L- Aw babeee, don't worry you can text me until they wake Xx
F- thanks like! You don't have to move in me mams if you don't want, she and Dad are so helpful with Indie you don't have to stay and support us. I know that obviously you want to be and I love that your so hands on but you can stay with your parents if you miss em Xx
L- Where the fuck has this come from? Xx
F- I'm watching Jeremy Kyle and theres a story about a mum trapping the dad and I just wanted you to know Xx
L- I'm so happy with you and Indie. Your mam and Dad are like my own and they make me feel so so welcome okay? IF I felt trapped I would tell you. Communication is the biggest thing in our relationship from now on Xx
F- of course babe Xx
L- I'll be at your mams at 11 probably Xx
F- alright I'll be there then too. I can't decide whether I should walk or ring my dad to pick me up Xx
L- I'll meet you there and we can walk together if you like Xx
F- Yeahh! Can we go to Starbucks then please? Xx
L- we can go to that Cafè you like and have breakfast? Xx
F- YES!! BBE Xx
L- BBE..? Xx
F- Best Boyfriend Ever Xx
L- only because I have the BGE Xx
F- don't make me blush Xx
L- aha lushh Xx
F- Harry's awake I think Xx
L- alright, I'll be at Jesy's at 10 then okay? Xx
F- see you then babe! Xx
L- see ya Love Xx

((Hi everyone! Sorry I took so long, I've had no wifi and won't for a while. Most updates will be on Tuesdays from now on so hang in there. Please read 'Like brother Like sister' message me for a link if you can't find it. Thanks for the continuous support!- Ellie ))

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