Outside my brain
There she was. Beautiful as ever. Coming down the street to meet me at our college's garden. Dressing so fucking amazing with those track pants, that sport top and those Old Skool she always loved to wear -which they need to be renovated by another ones.
"Hey Val" she said with a big smile on her face "What are our plans for this evening?"
"I thought of playing to some video games at my place and eating some pancakes"
"Pancakes at night? I usually have them for breakfast"
"You love my pancakes"
"True" we both laughed as we entered to the hall of our college, we were only 2 months to finish and graduate, so we were both nervous about it. "Are we going to be alone?" She asks suddenly.
"No, Gustaf, Bill and my parents are at home this week"
"Oh, Bill and Gustaf" she sounded interested. "He hasn't any, premiere thing or anything like that?" I know exactly who she was referring to, Bill.
"No, that's why they are home"
"Oh fine" She smiled.
I've always known, since Bill started to increase his fame because of Hemlock Grove, Sarah has started to have a huge interest in him. It irritates me a bit. But I'm her best friend, so there's no need to be jealous.
Well, as long as they don't become a couple. Then I'd prefer to take my eyes off of my face.
It's already disgusting to see Sarah losing her breath over Bill every-time she comes home and he's there.
***
Classes finished for today.
Sarah and I had a neutral day. She's a good student, so she payed attention to her studies. I think college is the only time, Sarah and I don't talk as much as we do outside it. I don't have a problem with that, I know how much it means her studies and her future to her. In fact, I'm not as great as her. My grades are fine, but my shyness doesn't help me.
I wish I was as social as Sarah. She has a lot of friends at school, but she always says that I'm her only best friend.
We went home together, she explained to me how nervous she was to start working.
"To be honest, I don't like studying that much, but I know it will help me a lot in the future. Do not think that I like to sit my ass on a chair to hear a teacher explaining numbers and figures and whatever shit is on our books." I laughed. Sarah has always been funny. She's the only one that can cure my shyness. I was so lucky for having her as a friend.
"I wish I was like you, Sar. Really. You know, I try hard, but it's kind of stressing me day by day. I'm lucky to have you and my mother, thank god she isn't actress as my whole stupid family"
"Hey, being an actor must be fun. Think of it. Making a sex scene and laughing your ass off. Just like your brother. I'm sure he didn't make a whole scene in Hemlock without laughing"
"Yeah, Bill. He told me it's difficult to fake sex scenes when there are 10 people around you with cameras and microphones"
"I wish I was an actress for one day"
"You don't, I assure you you don't"
"Oh, c'mon Val, i'll ask your brothers if they can sneak me in some movie"
"Oh, no please. Sarah Lind sneaked in Skarsgård's movies? Focus on your damn studies. You have time to be an actress in your dreams" she slapped me in my shoulder.
"You're a very rude gentleman"
"But you love me"
"Yeah, kind of"
We reached my house. It's a little embarrassing because of the size of the house. Sometimes I hate being in a rich family. It makes me uncomfortable to invite people, despite that the only "people" I invite is Sarah. No one wants to be friends with the shy and freak Skarsgård of Vällingby.
