Girl Crush (LGBTQ Story)

Girl Crush 💗

Girl Crush

13 January 2018 Monday

Hi my name is Luna I'm 16 years old and im just a normal teen well that's what I thought ... when 10th grade started I started to have a crush on someone she was so pretty her long wavy blonde hair her perfect skin and body , she was so nice 😍 her name was Emma she was just the definition of perfect 💗 . I had a huge crush on her two months ago in November we started hanging out we're now best friend :) . Today was just a normal day expect I started questioning my sexuality am I a lesbian ??? No I can't be my parents are racist and homophobic I just can't, I realized that my parents will never like me if I'm gay . Well I guess I will never be myself. This morning I woke up and my hair was a huge mess like a birds nest 🐦🌳 lol . I'm starting a diary to talk about my life btw my life sucks just saying ... so today I went to school ew boring but in class Emma was sitting next to me I kept staring at her and them one time she saw me and winked at me idk what that meant but anyway Friday she is coming over and two of my other friend Liza and Chloe at my house to hangout and Emma is the only one that will stay for the night I'm a bit nervous because now that I realize that I have a crush on her I feel weird sleeping in the same bed as her it just feel awkward lol I want to tell her that I have feelings for her but I can't I'm sure she is straight ... well that's it for today I'll talk to you Saturday morning bye xo

Saturday Morning January 16 2018

Dear diary omfg I have a freakin chapter to tell you so first my week at school was boring as usual Friday Emma , Liza and Chloe arrive at my house we played with our phones for like 2h after we ordered a pizza 🍕 from Dominos it was soooo good anyway later we were sitting in my room and then Chloe says - Omg I have a idea 💡- Liza says - Chloe we can't go to the bar I forgot my fake ID - No I want to ask Hugo , Jake and Lucas to come join us you're parents are not coming home until tomorrow night right Luna ?- says Chloe - No they're not coming home until tomorrow night and I don't think it's a good idea that you're boyfriends are here my house is a mess - I think it's a great idea - says Emma ( Lucas is her boyfriend) she convinced me after a few minutes . Liza texted ours group chat (with Lucas, Hugo and Jake) and after not even 3 minutes I heard a ding dong , - oh yesss girls we are going to have the best night of our life - says Chloe when opening the door I went to get some snacks for my friends - i have Doritos !!!- I said I looked around the room and all of my friends and their boyfriends were kissing expect Emma after a few hours of me playing call of duty black ops 3 with Emma and my friends french kissing their boyfriends and playing on their phone Liza says - guys I have a fun game we could play Luna go in your kichten and find a bottle we are going to play spin the bottle 🍾 - I go in the kichten and I take a beer bottle that was empty I take it back to my room and all of my friends are in a circle I have a feeling this is not going to end well for some reason Emma didn't want to kiss Lucas all night for some strange reason I placed the bottle in the middle and Chloe says - Liza you start - Liza spins the bottle and it stopped on Lucas 😬 Liza looks at Emma with curiosity to see her reaction and if she is ok and Emma says - what are you waiting for it's just a game - Lucas takes Liza by her hips and brings her close to him and starts kissing her passionately - Ok it's over now time ups - says Liza looking at Emma weirdly - Ok ... Luna you're turn - Says Chloe looking at me with a small smile I was soooooo nervous I tough I was going to have a panic attack I spinned the botle it went so fast and started to slow down and it stopped on Emma !!! - It doesn't count- says Hugo -Whatever - says Emma I hadn't have time to move or say something Emma put her hand on my face and starts kissing me passionately her lips were so soft and warm I put my hand on her neck and continue kissing her passionately and then we started french kissing I felt like I was going to passed out or explode I was confused I really enjoyed kissing her I wanted to go to another levels but Lucas took Emma's arm brought her closer to him and said - What the hell Emma you don't want to kiss me but you want to fucking make out with you're best friend - Emma stands up and says - Get the fuck out of Luna's house before I kick you in the balls I know you sended nudes to you're ex I went through you're phone last week that's why I don't want to kiss you I was to nervous to tell you but we are OVER player!!!!- -Fine lesbian bicht- he slammed the door and went back to his house - everyone was shook and was starring at Emma I was so shook I almost fainted - Ok well I think now it's time for us to go bye Luna Chloe , Hugo, Liza are you coming - said Jake - yes two second jake - said Liza - Emma are you sure you're ok if we go - says Liza - Yeah Yeah I have Luna to keep me company- two hours later it was 12:00 am me and Emma puted are pyjamas on and went into bed for about 10 minutes I couldn't stop thinking about me and Emma's kiss I was still shook I wanted to kiss her again she turned her head toward me and gets closer - Can't sleep ? - she said -Yup you guessed it what about you - -Same I can't stop thinking about our kiss - I was shook I looked at her with my mouth open I was so shook !! -what 😅- she says in a funny way - i was thinking about the same thing- I said we both looked at each other in the eyes and she got closer she putted both hands on my face and kissed me passionately for idk how many hours we maked out but after a lot of time we stopped and went to sleep .

I hope you enjoyed Girl crush Chapter 1 , Chapter 2 is going to be out june the 6th bye xoxo