L O S T -- Genji x Depressed!Reader

Part 1

I never was the type of person to ask for help..was I...

Diary entry #374

Today has to be one of the shittiest days of my life... I got to the bus stop a few seconds late and the bus drove right pass my running body. There was an extremely hard pop quiz in Hatcher's class. I missed out on lunch because I had to stay in class to finish the pop quiz. I missed the bus again and had to ask one of the popular whores for a ride back home. On the way back home, the popular asshats just bashed on my attire and how misshaped my face is... 

Sometimes... I really question if college is worth it... I mean... i'm paying more than 50 grand a year just to get my masters degree in medicine... at least i'm in my last year...But then i'll have student loans to pay off...WHY IS LIFE SO DIFFICULT!!!

...I'm really happy I still have you diary. Since i don't really have friends and no one to talk to...your the only one I have. If someone managed to steal you, i'll die of embarrassment! You contain some really dark secrets that no one should know... I mean, if someone did read them, i'm pretty sure they'll be more concerned than laugh at me.

I try not to remember my past. All the days in the hospital... I was unrecognizable because of how thin I was... Even though I don't want to remember my past, my past helps build the person that I am today.

Thank you dairy. I'll see you next time.  

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After I finished my last sentence, I got up and stretched. The feeling of my back cracking and my muscles reaching for the stars, really helped regain my strength. I had a sudden urge to go for a run but, when I looked at the time, it was almost 11 at night. 

"Hmm.. maybe i'll just walk around King's Row. It's always nice at night with all the lights and busy streets." 

I walked into my restroom to clean up a bit. When I saw myself in the mirror, it reminded me of my past. Pictures of me as thin as paper flashed into my head. I stood at the entrance of my restroom looking down. When i finally regained consciousnesses, I smiled at the mirror and walked away. "That's not who I am anymore.."

King's Row seemed to be...less active tonight... Fine by me. I was never the talkative type anyway. With a thick hoodie, a scarf and some jeans, I made my way towards the center of King's Row. By the time I got there, it was almost mid night. As I walked around town square, more and more people started to leave. As I looked around the city, a person I never seen before bumped into me. "Ah! Sorry I didn't see you there!" I said with nervousness in my voice. "No no no it was my fault! I'm the one who bumped in to you!" said the stranger in an accent i'm not familiar with. Me and the stranger literally stood there for a clean minute apologizing to each other. 

  After a couple of minutes of walking around, there was only me and a group of...3-4 sitting at a table right outside a coffee shop.  Even though I wore a pretty thick hoodie, the cold air still pierce right through it. I picked a spot sorta near the group of people and sat down. Any normal person would have grabbed their phone out of their pocket at this moment but, I didn't have any gloves on... In fear of my hands freezing off, I decided to keep my hands in my pocket where they're safe. 

After a minute of sitting in silence, I noticed the group next to me didn't talk. They're doing to same thing as me...sitting in silence. They were all dressed in black too... At that moment, I didn't feel safe anymore... To remove any suspicion from me, I got up slowly and walked in the direction where I came from. When I looked back, one of group members was staring at me sternly. Shivers ran rapid down my back. I started to pick up the pace. " Fuck fuck fuck...what the fuck am I doing here!" 

After a minute of panic fast walking, I slowed down and looked my phone. "12:30?! Oh God I need to get back. I need to be ready and get to the bus by 6! Damn, I knew going out tonight wasn't the best plan."

"You're right... going out wasn't your best plan."

I stood up with my heart in my throat. I froze in complete fear. Only my eyes could move. I heard noticeable foot steps from all directions. 

"Is this the target?" said a voice from the back.

"Target confirmed. Mission is in play. Proceed with caution." said a voice from the right.

My brain froze. I felt like my body could collapse at any moment. However, when I saw large figures coming from all directions... I ran. I didn't know where I was running to but, I ran.

"Target is trying to escape! Proceed with code 12! 

I didn't care about anything at that moment. I just kept running. Suddenly, I felt a growing pain in my ankles. I tripped and fell right into the pavement. When I tried to get back up, the pain in my ankles grew more and more. When I looked back, their were gun shots in both of my ankles. I didn't know what to do. I started to hyperventilate. I looked up and and saw a man with a red visor. He slammed the end of his gun straight into my temple. I lost consciousness a few seconds after the hit.

"Target is apprehended. Load up the carrier!" said the man with the red visor.

"Identification?" said a voice from his head set.

"Identification confirmed. Talon Secret Operative #2146. Code Name..."Sombra"..