B I P O L A R : j.jk

+ JUNGKOOK

E P I L O G U E

+ two years.

how are you, jungkook?

I hope you're doing well.

I miss you a lot, you know?

ever since you left for university we lost contact almost immediately.

and soon.

your face blurred within those of others,

and we became close as strangers.

have you forgotten me already?

I hope you didn't.

I'd understand if you did though.

so it's fine.

just to let you know, I didn't forget you!

haha, I mean, it's hard to forget your first love right?

what more getting over one?..

I've been working on that, too, actually.

it's harder than I thought.

especially when almost everything I see reminds me of you.

of us.

ah, let's not go down memory lane.

not now, at least.

despite your absence I continued writing in my book dedicated to you.

mostly just hoping you're fine.

oh, mentioning that-

I hope you're fine, jungkook.

and that you're eating healthily and getting a sufficient amount of sleep.

I hope you found friends to love.

and, someone to love.

if you have, I hope she makes you really happy.

or he! -I sway both ways!

but most importantly I hope you have everything you deserve.

because if I could I would give you the whole world.

wow.

this 'getting over your first love' mission is already drastically failing.

whoops :')

but at least i've countered the first step.

I moved away.

it really pained me, walking down the streets of busan and remembering the beaches you soaked me in or the piano you'd try to show off on.

oh, and I needed to study.

that too.

oh I forgot to ask-

how are your studies?

are you still fluidly acing each class?

like back in high school?

I hope you are.

you probably are.

at least, that's all I hear from your mom during the park-dinner-parties.

she's really proud of you, you know?

I am, too.

I loved how I was able to hear so much from you through your mom.

but in the end, I couldn't attend the parties anymore.

because each time I'd glance up, I'd notice the vacant seat on the opposite side of me.