filled with regret

There is this girl you see

who id love to be a part of me.

who id love share my world with

but I know our love is but a myth.

she doesn't love me

she doesn't love what she can see.

but she doesn't really know me,

she doesn't know what could really be.

have I been the best to her? no I have not.

are there a reasons she doesn't like me? probably alot.

but she has seen me, the one that is true.

one fateful night, the kindness broke through.

we talked and we talked, until both of us tired.

and at the end, my stupidity gun fired.

I expressed how I felt, that I wanted her as mine.

she turned me down, said we needed more time.

but time didn't come, for we grew apart.

we had the same friends, but she had my heart.

now we barely talk, a quick glance is all.

and all I would give, to take back that fall.

now I know our love, will never be,

but if you see this here, please, text me.

let me show you, how I can truly be.

no game, no gimmicks,  just a chance to  be the real me.

and if you like what you see, which I know that you will.

perhaps even a date, rather a dinner, or another thrill.