Ignored, Betrayed, and Forgotten (A 1D FanFic) [SLOW UPDATES]

Faith's Story

"See ya later Gwen, and maybe then I would have made up my mind," I said kissing her on the cheek.

"Okay, but please make it soon, I want to know, and if I'm getting in the way of your decision just tell me," she said looking sad.

"Hey, it's not you, I just need to decide, okay?" I told her, lifting her head up with my index finger. She gave me a small smile, and nodded, her eyes full of hope.

"Bye Faith," she said pecking me on the lips.

"Bye," I called after her, closing the door.

You might be a little confused. I'll just get straight to the point. I'm bi-sexual. And right now, I have to decide between my boyfriend Freddie, or my girlfriend Gwen. They are both amazing. I just can't decide. They've been taking me on dates, trying to win me over, but I can't decide. I think I know what's holding me back... My brother. What if he doesn't approve if my decision? Or hates me more than he already does? Maybe I'm just overthinking it... Right?

No one else knows I'm bi-sexual, all they know is I can't decide, they don't know the decisions though. So I'm also nervous on what they will say one that too. But, I'm planning on telling them tonight...maybe, what if they'll tell Harry?! Then he'd hate me even more! Oh no...

"You ok Faith?" Gemma asked concerned.

"Um, y-yeah," Very convincing Faith, nice going.

"Okay, but remember, you can tell me, and talk to me about anything anytime." She reassured me . I nodded my head and went up to my bedroom.

I haven't always been like this.

So, jumpy or confused.

There was a time were I was, just Faith...

~*FlashBack*~

"Hazza! Your home!" I squeled giving my twin brother a huge hug. He just looked down at me in disgust.

"What are you wearing Faith," he said in a disgusted tone.

"I-I got new c-clothes," I said, becoming uneasy.

"You've changed in just a year, I don't think I wanna comeback and witness a new Faith again," he backs up away from me. I look at him, sadness written all over my face.

"B-but I haven't changed bubba," I tried to convince him. He just shook his head.

"Don't call me that if your not my sister." he spat, and ran up stairs to lock himself away from me. I ran to my own room, tears running down my face. As soon as I get there, I lock the door, and throw out anything that I got new.

~*FlashBack Over*~

That's what changed me, my brother not wanting the new me, so I'm always second guessing ANY decision, and I mean any.

"Mom! Robin! Gemma! I have to tell you something..." I called them to the living room. Taking deep breaths, as they all come down and sit on the couch, confused and worried. "Um, y-you know how I'm 'deciding', r-right?" I said referring to my 'deciding' occurrence. They nodded. I take a deep intake of breath. "The people that I have to decide between, are...very different..." They looked at me signaling for me to continue. "I'll just come straight out with it and not have awkwardness...I'm bi-sexual," I trailed off awkwardly.

"Well, um that's, different, different as in good, like I'm happy you found yourself" Mum chirped.

"D-do you think Harry would approve?" I asked nervously.

They all groaned which caused me to groan too.

"Faith! You don't always need to rely on Harry for everything! You can do things on your own," Robin explained.

"But what if Harry hates me even more?" I begin to panic.

"Faith, you don't need Harry, he's just acting like a douche right now, your better than him, don't worry," Gemma tried to convince me. I just shook my head.

"Please don't tell Harry, I don't want him to know," I pleaded and ran up stairs. I can't let Harry know, especially if he'll hate me.

I let my tears fall just thinking about my only brother hating me. The brother I love.

Well, now I just have to chose the right decision! But who... This is gonna be harder than I thought...