Corruption [Soldier76 x Reader]

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a/n: this chapter contains NSFW content
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[Commander Morrison's Point Of View]
A gentle breeze of cold air swept across my right arm, which was wrapped around [Y/N]. I gingerly pulled the covers over her arms, not wanting her to get cold. My chest seemed to ache as I remembered what she'd told me about how little sleep she gets, as my grip slightly tightened around her. I didn't want her waking up and not being able to fall back asleep. I sat up slowly, afraid that my weight would shift on the bed and wake her up. I brought my left hand up to her back, gently rubbing the thin shirt she was wearing. I winced as I felt how tense her muscles were. I gently began to massage her back, trying my best to work out the tense knots of muscle. What had made her so tense?
Of course this was a stupid question, in which I already knew the answer to. If she was this tense while sleeping, how did she feel while conscious?
I assume I moved to quickly, as she let out a quiet groan and her eyes fluttered open. She turned her head, her hair gently resting on my pillow.
Without thinking, a jumble of words escaped my mouth,"Shit-I woke you didnt I?"
She simply shook her head, closing her eyes again.
Her voice was a soft song, flowing gently,"Not really. I wake myself up whenever I feel someone touching me. Because I-"
I interrupted her, laying my hand on hers,"I know. I apologize." I spoke, disappointed in myself.
We sat in silence for a period of time, before I clasped her hand in mine. I gently brought our hands up to my face, lifting hers barely. I drew a faint smile toward her as I brought her hand to my lips, gently spreading kisses across her knuckles. I needed her to know that she's safe now. That she didn't have to force herself awake at the slightest touch or sound.
Her voice became raspy as she spoke my name,"Jack?"
I stopped, wrapping both of my hands around hers,"Hm?"
Her voice held a tint of question in it,"Is this wrong? You and I?"
I paused for a moment, stopping to think. There were no Overwatch regulations stating that a subordinate and a commander weren't allowed to have personal connections.
"It's not wrong in the rule book," I carefully chose my words, trying my best not to alarm her.
I could see her scanning my face, her gentle eyes observing my mannerisms,"What about in general? Aren't I disrupting Overwatch protocol? I'm not sure Commander Reyes would-"
I cut in as she mentioned Gabe, growing frustrated,"To be truthful, I'm not sure," I sighed, burying my face in my palms,"But the thought had never entered my mind. Because quite frankly, I don't care what Reyes or Amari think. I just don't want to mess this up."
She sat silently, her arm reaching toward me. She delicately grabbed onto my arm for support, and sat up. I couldn't help but stare into her eyes. They didn't hold the same glazed looked of fear they once had today, they rather looked relaxed. Her lips lifted into a smile as she abruptly kissed me, pulling backward almost immediately. I sat, staring at her, bewildered.
Her voice seemingly grew timid as she spoke,"I'm sorry, I impulsively kissed you, I should have asked-"
I leaned myself forward, connecting my mouth with hers. She let out a quiet giggle as she loosely wrapped her arms around my neck, moving closer to me. I chuckled as I ran my left hand down her spine gently, my right hand gently stroking her jaw. She impulsively arched her back, leaning into me. I carefully lifted her hips, gently letting her down on top of me. I could feel heat radiating off of her as her cheeks grew rose. I gently ran my hand under her shirt, her skin now covered with goosebumps. My mind racing, I slowly crept my hand up her spine, finding my way to her bra strap. I gently pulled on it, a question aimlessly escaping my lips. I spoke quietly, detaching my lips from hers.
My eyes stared into hers as I examined her face, her cheeks glowing red,"You okay?"
She frantically nodded, pulling me back toward her, crashing her lips against mine. I chuckled as I unhooked her bra strap, the lingerie falling into her lap. I picked it up gingerly, tossing it behind me.
She giggled as I spoke,"Let's get you a bit more comfortable."
She nodded, pushing her hips into me. I smirked through the kiss, thrusting my hips up just enough to make her bounce off of my lap. She let out a quiet squeak, her face glowing red. I gently ran my fingertips down her back, deepening the kiss. I carried my left hand down toward her stomach, gently inching my way down her body as she let out quiet groans. Not wanting to alarm her, I gingerly tugged on her pants, breaking the kiss to scan her face for an answer. I wasn't going to push her to do anything if she had a feeling of doubt. Her face seemingly emitted a glow of red, her cheeks flushing a rose color.
I spoke softly, making sure to hold eye contact with her,"You're okay with this?" I questioned.
She nodded, a hint of desperation flooding her voice,"Please, Jack,"
A small smile spread quickly across my lips as I gently pulled down the waist of her pants, carefully observing her exposed hips. Black and purple bruises were scattered across them. I stopped moving, my heart splitting in two. She had told Angela she wasn't being sexually abused, was that a lie?
I spoke softly, gently running my fingertips over the discolored skin,"[Y/N], what are these from?"
Her face fell expressionless as I questioned her,"They're not important," she quietly stated, her grip around me tightening.
I questioned her quietly,"Did you lie to Angela?"
She shook her head, her voice now filled with an emotion I couldn't quite pick out,"No. He would j-just-"
My heart fell as I heard her stutter, a clear sign she was afraid. Without thinking, I dove my lips onto hers, hushing her.
"It's alright," I gingerly whispered as she loosened her grip around me,"you're still just as beautiful."
The words that escaped my mouth made her blush, though I felt bad. I told her she was beautiful, as if that was the only thing I payed attention to. I couldn't put it into words, couldn't tell her I admired so much about her. Couldn't tell her that I'm so grateful that I'm able to do what she's allowing me to do. She's opened herself up to me, and allowed me to see the parts of her nobody else could. And I'm going to thank her for that. She's not going to regret letting me get this close to her.
My left hand had trailed it's way farther down, my right arm pulling her closer as I ran my fingertips over her already wet slit. She let out a quiet groan into my mouth, her cheeks burning up. I chuckled lightly, slowly inserting one finger into her. A gasp escaped her mouth as she tightened her grip on me, leaning over my shoulder.
I gently began to pump my finger in and out, taking my time to feel how she tightened around me. I could feel my own cheeks growing flustered as I continued to suck gently on her sensitive skin.
A small groan escaped her mouth,"J-Jack,"
I chuckled lightly, stopping the movement of my finger,"Hm?"
Her voice filled with distraught, she spoke,"N-no, don't stop,"
Instinctively, I began to drag my finger in and out of her again. Her breathing grew heavy as I gently prodded another finger into her, making sure to be gentle. Heat radiated off of her as she began to glow red, her eyes squeezed shut. Craving friction, she began to grind on my fingers, small whimpers escaping her.
A small plea for more escaped her mouth as she continued grinding onto my fingers. I began to slide my fingers in with more force, assuming this is what she'd plead for.
Like she read my mind, a moan escaped her mouth, letting me know this is what she wanted.
"Jack-" she quietly moaned, her face releasing a feeling of bliss.
My cheeks grew flustered as I sped up my pace,"I love the way you say my name,"
She opened her mouth to say something, getting interrupted as a moan escaped her mouth once again.
She tightened around my fingers once again as I curled them into her, hitting her sweet spot.
"Oh god-"
"You want more?" I whispered.
She simply nodded her head, indicating that she did. I began to add more force as I spread gentle kisses across her neck, earning a small groan from her.
I'm so happy I get to see this side of her. Not only this side, as well. I'm glad I get to see her in general.
She let out a small whimper, interrupting herself with a moan,"Jackie-"
I chuckled as I began to kiss my way up to her ear. I usually don't like nicknames, they just never suit me. But hearing her moan a pet name for me has convinced me otherwise.
I gently sucked on the side of her neck while curling my fingers inside of her. Feeling her tighten around me, I figured she was close.
Speeding up, I pulled back, looking into her eyes, seeing she was gazing back at me. I smiled at her before leaning in to kiss her once more. She let out a gasp in my mouth as she came, wrapping her arms tightly around me.
She pulled back, resting her head over my shoulder. I began to rub her back, trying to steady her breathing. It was then I could feel her fingertips tugging on my pants. I shook my head, chuckling quietly.
"You don't have to. I wanted to make you feel good. You deserve it." The words escaped my mouth before I had time to think.
She pulled back once more, her face a bright shade of red. I wonder how long it's been since she's felt like this. Safe, and happy. Abruptly, she leaned forward to kiss me, a whisper escaping her lips.
"Thank you."
I smiled before laying down, and patting the space next to me. Her face still containing a smile, she lay down next to me, facing me. She truly is amazing.
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