Psycho || Seokjin [COMPLETED]

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Jin have been crying out loud and the hospital management don't even let Jin to take care of Jihee as her doctor. They only let him as her guardian until she wake up.

Then , he waited for you till now.
It has been 5 month.
It's nearing to December by now.

Now he don't even speak nor move. He only look at Jihee.

Body... Unmoving body.

Jin- Why... Why... I need you... I always need you. I can't live in this cruel world alone. I need your help.

His tear stain don't even help him in this situation.

He only need her.
But she decide to leave him.

All alone in this world.

He tried to refrained from cry all over again but he had promised to not to.

He knew that you would be mad.
Extra mad perhaps.

He chuckled on that thought.

He thought that you happy.
He thought that being beside you would make you forget about your life. Full of darkness.

But guess , it's not enough.
Either to you or him.

He tired of this.
But for you.
He would do anything.

Everything.
Just for you.

Again , he chuckled.

Jin- But what the point now... You already wanna leaving me.

Your heartbeats still beating but you didn't awake. You didn't open your eyes and more importantly.

You didn't speak to him.
He missed your voice damn much.

He miss everything about you but you always decide to hurt him.

That day , when he entered your room. Saw what you have done at your wrist make him pale again.

He can't bear seeing it.
He afraid.

He glanced at your wrist.

Full of bruise.
Even though it's slowly disappeared as he have been taking care of the bruise since the day your operation success.

In the mean time ,

It has been who know how many days , months or years I have spent here... I honestly don't know.

Jihee- Where am I?

I only see a white but that's it.
White....

Am I in heaven?
Am I dead?
Am I now at last free?
Am I going to live happily?
Am I?

I smiled.
But then suddenly I remembered.

That day...
I know that he saw me.

Am I not survived?
That's why I'm here?

Did he not be able to save me?
Did he finally tired of me?

I... I miss him...

Jihee- Where am I? What is this fucking place I'm in?! Arghhh!!

I start to get dizzy but then , I see that actually I'm not in something white place... It's like... Hospital?

I start to gained my surroundings.

Jihee- Wait... I'm still alive? He managed to save me on time?

That's when I saw someone.

Jin...

With a round big eyes.
As if he suprised.

Jin- Am I hallucinating?

Suddenly I feel like a sharp pain through my brain.

I whimpering.
It's hurt.

Jin- W-Wait... Doc! Doc! God fucking Doc! She's awake! Doc!!!!

He shouted loudly and keep shouting till doc and nurse arrive in the ward.

Jin- What happened to her?

Doc- First... I need you to be outside. Whatever happen , we will tell you.

Jin couldn't move out after seeing your frightened face so 2 nurse need to push him until he stay outside of the ward.

Jin- Let me in!!

Jin immediately called his member.

He need someone.
Someone to be with him right now.

Not long after that , they arrived look worried when they heard from RM that Jin is devastated in the hospital.

Jhope- Hyung! Are you okay?!

Jin- Guys... My love... Struggling inside... She need me. I fucking knew that she need me but they didn't let me in! I need to be beside of her! Guys! Please... Help me.

He start to cry. More and more.

Yoongi- Hyung... You need to calm down a little bit...

Jin- How can you ask me to do that when I don't know what happened to her right now?! She's important to me Yoongi! She's someone really important in my life and I can't bear to lose her anymore...

He broke down in tears.

Jungkook- H-Hyung...

Jin- Please... Please let me in... I need to be beside her... I need to see her. I can't bear it anymore... I beg you...

They never seen their hyung this miserable. They trully speechless.

Jimin- You need to wait till the doctor gave you a permission to come inside. You as a doctor , should know this.

Jin- I know... But she's afraid. She's alone in there. I knew that she need me. I saw it from her eyes....

RM- I... Just ask the doctor , and they gave you a permission to come in. I'm sure she need you , hyung...

He quickly stand up and walked to the room of his beloved girl.

But then he stopped.

Jin- Thanks... Namjoon...

He went inside.

RM just smile and muttered a word "Welcome Hyung"

Jin walked inside , seeing you just stared at him.

Jin- Hee...?

He almost broke down again.
His voice even cracked a little bit.

Jihee- I promised Jin-nie... I will never leave you again. I promised.

Jin immediately hug her.

He calm the poor girl down even though he , himself , need a comfort too. But he knew , she need more than himself. He love you.

Jin- I'm sorry... I love you...

Jihee just hug him.
Feeling helpless as she just pick to live rather than death just now.

Jihee- I love you too.