Psycho || Seokjin [COMPLETED]

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I still didn't eat anything.
I still didn't drink anything.

Including his chocolate.

Jin- Hee... I gave up.

Jihee- Huh?

Jin- I gave up. I gave up to try talking to you. I will stop talking to you. So please. Just eat....

He cry.

Jin- Please... Or...

He take out knife from his trousers.

Jihee- N-No....

I fear of this.

Jin- I will hurt myself.

Jihee- Jin... Please... No...

Jin- This is the only way.

He bring the knife closer to his arm.

Right before he cut his arm , I immediately took it.

Jihee- Don't. I will eat.

He smile.

But then his smile disappeared.

Jihee- After that , I will die.

I looked at him.

Jihee- I am a burden for you.

He try to take the knife back.
But dumb me.

I cut his hand without my intention.

Jihee- J-Jin...

Jin- I'm o-okay... It's not h-hurt...

He looked at me.

Jin- Are you okay?

The knife in my hand dropped in the floor. I scared.

Then the same voices that I haven't heard for long time said ,

This is what you want!
You want his blood!
You want to kill him!
Like you kill us!
You want to kill everyone!

No! I love him!

You love to see he dying!
You hate him!
You supposed to kill him weeks ago!
You DON'T WANT HE LIVE!

GET OUT FROM MY MIND!!!

I scared.

Without I realise , I keep screaming the words "GET OUT!!!!!!" and I keep looking around while holding my head like I'm seeing ghost.

Jin- H-Hee... Hee?!!!!

Jihee- GO AWAY!!!

Jin- Jihee?!!!

Jihee- GET OUT FROM MY MIND!! FREAKING OUT! PLEASE!!!

I crying.
I keep crying.

But that's the only things I can do.
At the moment.

Nurses bring Jin some drugs into the room to make me fall asleep.
To calm me down.

He hesitated at first.
But then when I start to being worse , he immediately inject me the drugs.

I am like someone who got possessed by ghost. Keep screaming.

Then I slowly feeling sleepy.

Jihee- Jin-nie... It's hurt. It's hurt freaking hurt. They want me kill you. They want me be a monster.

Jin- It's okay... Don't worry.

Jihee- Jin-nie... They want me be a psycho like I used to be. They want me to kill you. Help me... I want to protect you... Please... Help me...

Jin- I will always help you.

He keep his hand in my hand.
Soon , I falling asleep.

Nurse- Do Mr. Kim know Jihee before?

Jin- She is my only one. And because of idiot me. I left her. Now , I will make up for that.

Nurse- I'm sorry... I didn't know that before.

Jin- It's okay. I will accompany her. You can go now. Thanks.

The nurse nod and went out from the room immediately.