malaysia in the flesh (urban thug story)

the memory of malaysia

"well shes dead"he says i can see it all in his eyes the pain the misery everything im going threw and worst of all the Memory of Malaysia."im so sorry"i say trying not to cry "i should have never ask you"i say "no its fine i need to get it off my chest"he says "well how are you gonna do that"i ask "ima start with telling you i guess if your down to listen"he says "i dont mind,i would love to help you"i say "well she was killed one day which was my birthday july 12 and my mom called me telling me to come over and i did and my little sster malaysia was in the front playing with her lil friend kierra and when malaysia saw me she jumped in my arms and was doing the usual giggling uncontrollably making me laugh with all her joy she had and i waslked in the house just for a second to say hey to my mom and see what she wanted and this girl name static was in there and she was kierras sister,next thing ya know guns shots are heard from outside and run ut to make sure my sister was okay and i found her head damn near tooken off blood everywhere and her little friend was shot also in the leg for some reason i felt mre bad for her than for me she had to watch her bestfriend get shot that probably ruined her life forever and her sister is evil shes the reason i went to jail i wanted revenge from every last one of them comes to find out instead of static helping me get back at the killer she was the killer along with her friend satan also known as ciara and there was another girl but i dont remeber her name that day i was shot i could have sworn i was goin die that would have been the better thing to happen now i have to deal with a life without my sister and now that i live with the moms its even worst not seeing malaysia run around and jump on me sometimes i can almost here giggling screaming my name bothering me while i watch the game and shit man"he says letting it all come out as tears fell down my eyes,"you crying"he says looking at me "i mean who wouldn't cry its sad i lost someone important me also my mother but that was my fault no one elses"i said ready t confess to someone else than my mind and static "and what happened"he says "well my sister decided to get me in trouble so i kinda try to kill her i was a kid that hated to be fussed at because i didnt feel i ever did anything wrong but if mom dying is right than i would definitley rather be wrong so i put bleach in my sister drink but instead of her drinking it she gave it to my mom so thats what killed her"i say crying but relieved "wow your mom damn i dont know what type of crazy shit i would be on if my mom was to die but you killed your own mama so thats worst"he says "your trying to make me feel better are nah"i say feeling like hes judging me"im sorry malaysia its just amazing how people so importnt your life that you love can go so fast"he says "i know right,but your enemies stay forever"i say finding myself thinking off static ciara and armonnie."well i guess its time to bring you home"he says laughing "yeah and get ready for tomorrow"i say "change of plans tomorrow night i would like to bring you somewhere i've been going to free my mind you down"he asks "yeah im down"i say getting up.

　

that night we let it out now that i told him my secret it should be easier to kill him now if something goes wrong he won't snitch and say i killed my mom,are would it be able to just tell him without him killing me.