Miracle.

Chapter 17- Back Together

I woke up the next morning in a haze of peacefulness. But then I sudddenly remembered the events that had happened the night before and it was gone in a blikn of an eye.

I rolled over and found that Harry wasn't in his bed. He must be eating breakfast or something.

I knew that I wanted me being back a secret but I was hungry and I didnt feel like hiding anymore.  I did it for 3 years. It gets pretty old really fast.

I pushed the covers off of me and stretched. I stood up and began a slow walk to the door. I grabbed the door knob but let me hand rest there for a second.

"You're perfectly fine. Everything will be okay", I wishpered to myself for some encouragement. After taking a deep breath, I turned the knob and opened the door.

I stood still in the door way, looking around to see everyone either in the kitchen or in the living room.

"KRISTIN!", Eleanor screamed as she dropped what she was doing and ran to give me a huge hug. I wanted to smile at her welcoming but I couldnt. I was still hurting from what had happened.

When El pulled away, my eyes connected with the same brown eyes that made me fall in love. I stared at Zayn and he stared at me. Harry walked up to me with a small smile, "Good morning. Are you doing okay?"

"Yeah", I answered, "I need some fresh air". I pushed past Harry and walk through the living room onto the balcony. It was nice and cold morning in New York. I pulled my sweat shirt sleeves down over my hands and crossed my arms and walked over to the railing.

I had been standing by myself for a good minute before the sliding door opened and closed. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see someone standing next to me. Not just anyone though.

It was Zayn.

"Kristin, I-"

"Dont say anything, Zayn", I snapped, interrupting Zayn's sentence. Zayn looked upset but what sympathy should I have for him?

"Please Kristin, hear me out", Zayn pleaded. I sighed, "Fine." Zayn took a moment before taking a deep breath.

"I was drunk. I had no clue what my own name was. I didnt realize what I was doing. I know what I did was wrong. But Kristin, I love and care about you so much. I'd do anything for you. I would die for you. You don't have to forgive me or even talk to me but just know I do care and I do love you," Zayn finished with teary eyes.

I flung myself at Zayn, throwing my arms around his neck. Zayn had his arms around my waist, squeezing me as hard as he could.

"Im so so so so sorry", Zayn continued to say as he queity sobbed. I had my head into his neck, letting my own tears flow onto his skin.

"I forgive you, Zayn. I love you too", I said back to him.

We stayed holding each other for a couple of minutes. I dont know exactly how long it was but it didnt matter. Me and Zayn were back together and nothing else mattered in that moment.

Once we were done with our moment, Zayn grabbed my hand and we walked back into the suite. Zayn let go of my hand and went to sit back down on the couch and I walked into the kitchen. As I was walking, I turned around to smile at Zayn and found Zayn already smiling at me.

I turned around and walked to the fridge. "So...you're back together with Zayn?", Harry asked whispering in my ear. I nodded my head. Harry just gave me a faint smile, "Im happy for you". I couldnt contain my smile, "Thank you Harry".

Harry just patted my back before turning on his heels and disapearing into his room shutting the door softly.