Miracle.

Chapter 15- Acts Of Selfishness

I didn't realize I had fallen asleep until one of the waitresses grabbed me and threw me out onto the street. After snapping back into reality, I began to walk to find a place to sleep for the night.

The park caught my eye. I opened the fence to the abondoned park and walked up the steps next to the slide. I pulled out an extra jacket before curling up, resting against the slide. I was beginning to drift out when I heard quiet foot steps coming towards me.

I didnt lift my head or open my eyes to see who it was. I was too exhausted and they were probably just passing by. But then the footsteps got closer then they were on the stairs coming towards me.

I heard them sit down. I opened one eye and squinted at them. It was Harry. He grabbed me and pulled me into a tight hug.

"Im glad I found you. I couldnt let you just be on the street again", he said while rocking me.

"Harry, im really glad you found me but I dont love you the way you love me", I whispered. Harry stopped rocking me back and forth.

"I know", he breathed back, "I can tell by the way you looked at him, the way you would act around him, the way your eyes would light up when you saw him. That wouldnt happen when you saw me or when you would be by me. Yeah it sucked and it still does but if I cant have you that way, I want you as a friend."

I didnt realize I was crying again until Harry shushed me, trying to stop the sobs. I wiped my eyes and took a shaky breathe trying to stop the tears.

"Im so sorry Harry", I said causing another sob, "I wanted to return what you felt but I just couldnt. I-I-I.."

Harry covered my mouth with his hand so I would shut up. "Dont be sorry for something you have no control over", Harry calmly said.

Harry just sat there holding me while I cried into his chest. I was cold, exhausted, hungry, and confused. But Harry was so comforting and I loved being with him right now.

"I have an extra bed in my room. Please come back and stay with us. You don't even have to look at him if you don't want to", Harry begged. I took a deep breath before nodding my head to agree to come back to the hotel.

Harry smiled at me before grabbing my bag and helping me stand up. Harry kept both arms around me as we walked back to the hotel.

Once we got to the suite, Harry made sure no one was awake before I walked in. As I was walking in the Harry's room, someones door opened. I froze in my tracks. I didnt want anyone to know I was here because I wasnt ready to face Zayn yet. Harry was using the bathroom so I was all alone. The fear of turning around knowing the I had a 1/ 7 chance of it being Zayn was all too much.

"Kris?", I heard Danielle's voice ask. I fell on my knees and began to cry again. Danielle ran over to me, pulling me into a tight hug. Danielle "shh"ed me, stroking my hair to help me calm down. I couldnt help but notice Dani was crying too.

It hurt me to know that I had hurt someone too from my actions of selfishness.