Londynn
I Sat Next to my window leaning against the cold glass trying to draw out my feelings but All I could think about was him. As I turned my head facing the window I looked into the next house and there he was, sitting in his room lighting up a roll-up. That's when he began to smoke it, I couldn't help but stare at him, I mean everything he does is just so cute. But no matter how hard I try I can't seem to bring myself to tell him my feelings. My Name is Londynn Mariee Carter, I'm 17 years old with low self-esteem. All my life people have told me I was beautiful and I use to believe it, but after my freshman year of high school life just wasn't the same for me. I lost my parents in a car crash during a blizzard, which is why I hate this time of year, and what do you know it's a blizzard outside. I live with My Aunt Lisa and my Younger sisters, Princess-Mariee and Janaee' Mariee. All of our names have Mariee in them mainly because my dad's name was Maurice, and My Mom's Name was Maria so that's how Mariee was developed. As I got into deep thought about how my life use to be when my parents were alive, I felt a pair of eyes staring at me. I looked out the window and there he was Blowing smoke out his window and looking directly at me. I quickly looked away and then back, only to see him laughing to himself. He knows I like him a lot , but yet he finds it funny to play with my head. If only I could gather up the courage to talk to him. I mean, don't get me wrong we've talked before but it was more of a "Hey did you do the homework for English class" or "Damn, I'm sorry about your parents" type talk, never the "I wanna be yours forever" Or "Lets fuck each others brains out" type talk. Still blowing smoke out of his window he then picked up his pen and a notebook and began writing. After he wrote down something he held the notebook out the window at me. As I read the sign he was holding I smiled to myself, the sign had said "Give Me Your Number". I couldn't believe he actually wanted my number. I quickly turned the page in my sketch book and wrote my number down on the blank piece of paper and held it up to the window. He grabbed his phone and copied the number, 2 secs later I received a text message from an unknown number.
New Text Message
Unknown: Thanks Londynn. :-)
Me: welcome, Cameron.
I quickly stored his number in my phone and waved to him goodbye and crawled into my bed. I doubt school would be open in the morning but just in case they want to pull a fast one I'm going to sleep early like always.
Cameron
I just happened to be sitting by my window working on my music and smoking when I noticed her staring at me. I have known Londynn to like me for quite some time now but "Girls" just isn't my thing right now. I love dealing with my music and smoking weed more than a relationship. Don't get me wrong I really do like Londynn but she has issues she needs to deal with. After her parents died it was like she became a whole different person. She use to be real cool, and chill , that's the type of girl I like, but now shes all Jumpy and weird acting. For some reason I'm still attracted to her. She stopped texting me so I'm guessing when she waved at me that was her way of telling me goodnight. I'm 18, with a million dollar dream, that dream is to become a famous rapper, or at least make something outta myself. I live with my mom whom has never been proud of me for nothing! She treats me like shit but gives my little brother Michael all the praise and glory. Michael and I have different fathers and to be honest I hate him. Not because my mom treats him like a king but because he has a father in his life. My grandmother said that I look too much like my father and that's why my mom hates me because she hates seeing my father's face in mine. Michael looks like my mom and his dad all together. People always said we both look a like too in some way because of all the tattoos we both have but I know for a fact that I look better than him and I always will look and be better than him at everything I do. I never did find out what ever happened to my father, my mom forbid me from seeing my grandmother again after an incident that occurred when I was 15, and whenever I ask my mom about my father she would flip out and hit me. This is why I made a promise to myself that when I make it big I taking Londynn with me. She may not know it yet but without her my world is so cold.
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So Cold (ChrisBrown Fanfic)
FanfictionWithout each other, life doesn't seem worth living. As teens going through what Teens shouldn't have to go through they later realize that its "So Cold" being without one another.
