Begin Again

Starbucks

I woke up with Meredith meowing asking me for food, just like she does every morning. I went down stairs and feed her and Liv then ran back to my bed. It was a cold day outside and I had no intention of leaving my bed today. I turned the TV on and got my phone so I could lurk at my fans a little bit, there was so many great photos of them and their outfits for the already finished tour. They're so creative and I love to see all the edits they make for me. I were lurking so many people and when I got to my senses I was on Makena's Instagram page, I don't know how or why. Actually I kind do, since I saw her at Mark's on Friday night I couldn't stop thinking about her and her family. So many good memories of them.

Maybe I'm putting so much thought into this, maybe I'm just emotional since Adam and I just broke up, maybe seeing Makena just made me think about all those happy moments because deep inside I'm upset about my most recent relationship, even though it was already suffocating me and Adam was a totally different person from the beginning, I used to love him.

It's totally not a good moment to ratiocinate about my feelings, I know that Lautner will always have a special place in my heart, after everything we went through he found a way to forgive me and for a while we were good friends and kept in touch, maybe that's what I actually miss, Taylor as my friend, not my boyfriend. He's such an amazing guy and we used to get along really well. Maybe I should call him sometime and catch up.

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It was already the middle of the afternoon and I was still on my pajamas watching Law and Order in bed with my cats. I decided to change into a comfy outfit and go to starbucks and get a grande iced caramel latte with two Sweet'n Lows. I was tired of staying home watching TV, I want to see people, walk on the street and talk to someone. So, I changed into my black jean, a purple sweater, boots and got a black purse.

Starbucks was not too far of my apartment so I decided to go walking and enjoy the fresh air. On my way to the cafeteria I met some fans, talked to them a little, took photos and signed a few autographs. Some celebrities get mad when they meet people on the street, but I don't mind, I love meet fans and take a time to talk to them, they warm my heart.

I entered starbucks and there was a gigantic line, so I had to wait a few minutes until I could order.

- Of all the people in the world, you were the one I didn't expect to see here today. - I heard a familiar voice behind me

- Oh my Goodness. - I said turning around – I definitely didn't expect to see you here! What are you doing here in Nash? - I said hugging him

- Makena is going through a surgery right now in the hospital of your neighborhood, if it still your neighborhood, I wouldn't know – he smiled that beautiful sweet smile that I've always loved.

- Yes, it still. What happened to her? I just saw her on friday at a restaurant and she looked fine.

- No big deal, it's a problem she has on her knee, but she'll be ok. And she mentioned! She saw you but she thought you would be uncomfortable if she walked to you and said hi – He said laughing

- Are you kidding me? I thought the same thing! - I laughed – I can't believe it!

My time to order arrived and so I did. Taylor asked his coffee and we waited together talking about our families and our lives. The waitress gave us our cups and we talked for more one hour until his phone ring.

- Yes. I'm coming, don't worry. - He turned off the phone – I'm sorry, Tay. But I need to go, it was my mom, Kenna just came back from surgery and I need to go back to stay with her.

- Don't worry, I totally understand. It was really nice to see you. - I hugged him one more time, I missed his hug so much, I always felt so good in his arms.

- Yeah, it was really nice to see you too. I hope we can do it again sometime?

- I would love it! Just give me a call. - I smiled.

I left starbucks thinking about Taylor and our talk, it was like we had never been apart. You know, like it was not awkward, it was totally the opposed, felt like I was talking to Abigail. Life is so funny, I saw Makena and couldn't stop thinking about her family, especially about Taylor and today I met him, If that's not faith, I don't know what it is.

I got home and turned on the TV on Grey's Anatomy while I cooked something to eat. I was starving, haven't eat anything since breakfast. When my lasagna was ready I served myself, got a diet coke and sit by the TV. My phone suddenly rang, it was a message.

Tay Lautner said:

Hey, Tay! I was wondering if you'd like to have lunch with me tomorrow?

You said:

Hey! I would love to! See you at 1pm?

Tay Lautner said:

Yes! I'll pick you up at 1. See you tomorrow!

You said:

See ya!

Oh my my my! I can't believe he actually asked me to meet him again! Totally not going to sleep tonight!

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