Dance In The Rain

Chapter 11

Kim.

I hated how I felt as soon as I said those things to Sam. It shouldn't hurt this much, I shouldn't be in my room, crying, trying to get myself to sleep, trying to stop thinking about her. After I had said those things, I had gathered my things, gave her a final kiss and left. Throughout all that, Sam was just frozen. 'How can I miss someone this much, or this quick!' I angrily thought.
I fell asleep, crying thinking of her.

"Father, I've told you, I don't care how many people come to this wedding." I was currently in my father office, he was forcing me to have a discussing about this wedding "Good, I will bring the important people so they can see, how well you've chosen your husband to be." He made me sick, he is my father but but I had no respect for him, even though I still loved him...very much. "Have you spent time with George?" I looked up worried 'had he told my father, what he saw at the club, with me and Sam.' I tried to act cool and relaxed "No, we've both been busy." He looked disappointed "You must bring him as your date to the bawl, on Sunday, understood?" I nodded and left.

Sunday.

It was Sunday, and I was getting myself ready for the bawl to come, I had told Jenna, George would be my date, and so I asked her to come to the bawl with me, not wanting to be alone with George. Jenna and Cee had arrived first, and where currently helping me on my dress, I was wearing a long, light pink, Lacey gown. I was ready, this bawl had a meaning behind it, it was a engagement party, but I hadn't given the name of what it was actually, not wanting to face the reality.
20minutes....George had come sooner then I expected, he held my hand and gave it a kiss 'maybe I'll fall in love with him.' I tried to think positive, but I knew I was already in love with someone else and I wasn't going to fall out of love with her, plus how could I fall in love with person like him.
George could've been a very nice man, but he's obsession on having my fathers approval, made him a greedy man. He had told me before, he will use my last name to get what he wants, he's always said he had an attraction towards me, and once we were married, I'll be his property.

I must say, the bawl was beautiful, the main colours were white and light pink, exactly like my dress and George's shirt, my father had this ridiculous idea of me and George having matching coloured clothes. There were many people, dancing, drinking and speaking in happiness, but I couldn't find my happiness... I was thinking of her. "Kim, come dance with us?" Cee was trying to take me away from my thoughts, but it wasn't working "it's okey, I'm tired." I half lied. "Kimberly, go dance with you husband to be." My father demanded while approaching me, I breathed out hard and got up, taking George's hand. We were dancing to a low upbeat song, we had to be touching up close, which I hated. "Once were married, I'll remind you, how good it is to be straight." He said in a mystical way, he still thinks of me and Sam, I could tell he felt hatred towards Sam. "I will never let you touch me." I said quietly so only he could hear, he laughed "I don't think your father will agree." He smirked again 'creep' I pushed he's hands away from me and walked away from everything.

By the balcony, I was thinking about the possibility of my own father, telling the man I will call my soon husband to be, to fuck me, even without my consent. I felt sick to my stomach, I was scared and vulnerable, I couldn't do anything, I had to marry this sick fuck, I have to see my lil brother, he needs me. I haven't seen him in 3 months, my fathers doing. 'I'm so angry!' I feel so weak and powerless, I wish I could just run away with my brother and never look back.

"You look beautiful." That voice! I turned around and rushed into her arms, she held me while I sobbed like a baby. "Don't cry sexy." She giggles trying to cheer me up, but I couldn't contain myself, she was here, hugging me after 3 weeks, she was here! "I missed you so much." I said sobbing onto her shoulder, she laughed again 'how I missed that sound.' "I've missed you so much too, goddess." I took my face from her shoulder and looked up at her, she started cleaning my tears softly, but I had to kiss her, so I grabbed her neck and gave her a very well deserved kiss.

We had been making out for what it felt like 20minutes, But was surely just a couple of minutes, she was the one that broke the kiss "Your fiancé is in there." I hushed her with my lips again, not wanting her to remind me of my problems, "take me home." I said when I stopped caressing me lips with hers, She smiles and caressed my cheek "Still so demanding, I see." I smiled and nodded "You have a party going on, I can't take you from them, he will get suspicious." I moved away from her arms, I felt rejected 'did she not want me anymore, did she find someone else!' Thinking this thoughts made me extremely jealous, so I turned away from her, so she wouldn't have the pleasure of seeing me like this "what's wrong, Kim" I looked back at her with more tears in my eyes "You is what's wrong with me! Do you not want me anymore?..." she just stared surprised at me "...I'm offering myself to you, and your rejecting me. If you have already found someone else, you can go!"...Shes laughing....shes LAUGHING. "If I had found someone else, why would I be here, baby? My body still only responds to your touches..." she says seriously. every word she would say she would come closer "...my heart will only smile when I see you or hear you, my senses are only working when your near me..." she's was so close to me I could feel her breath against my slightly opened lips

"...Kim, I'm crazy in love with you."