THE HUNT

Bad Dream(CH.3)

WHO IN THE FAT WORLD IS H?!! I shouted as i found out my soulmates name started with an H. "WE.DONT.KNOW!" They shouted back to me in sync. "Well we know Renae is forever going to be with Louis." "It's gonna be fine, you never know your soulmate could be,maybe its a nice guy named Henry." Renae said trying to comfort me. "Or even Harry" Senath said nonchalantly. (meaning my celeb crush, and only crush Harry Styles) "HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!" I burst out in laughter tears coming to my eyes, I started wacking Renae, and was rolling around on the floor. But no one else did they both just sat there with a straight face. "Sorry for laughing at what you said" i replied looking down in my lap with a hidden smile stuck on my face. "No its fine i was just hoping to cheer you up a bit since your always glum, even when you smile and laugh i see it in your eyes." I was speechless now i felt REALLY BAD i didn't want for her to feel that way, and she was right i did hide my true feelings with a smile, .sure I laughed and had fun but that didnt cover up my feelings that were shown in my eyes... "Senath I, Don't feel bad maybe your right you know. Or maybe I'll just be alone till death and the H means Heaven." i whispered that last part quietly to myself but some how Renae had caught what I had said. "Josie hon. don't feel that way, lets all get some rest for tomorrow is a day closer your birthday, you want beauty rest dont cha?" I smiled "Yes, and I'll try to have happy thoughts " "Night Renae, night Senath" "Night Josie night Renae" "NIGHT!" was all Renae said before we all drifted to sleep.

"ALL Alone...alone!! forever alone!! Josie my dear is forever ALONE!! ALONE!! YOU WERE RIGHT H STANDS FOR HEAVEN!!! NOT HARRY WHY WOULD HE BE THE ONE FOR YOU!! WHY WOULD ANYONE BE WITH U!!

Josie...Josie forever alone watch everyone fall in love before your eyes!! ALONE.......alone alone..." voices chanted in my head I tried to run but they just followed me and grew louder by the minute, NO minute was an understatement! more like every stupid little second of my life!! "NO IM NOT GONNA BE ALONE!!! SOMEONE LOVES ME!!! NO! NO! THERE IS SUCH THING AS TRUE LOVE AND SOMEONE OUT THERE IS MINE!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs tears rolling down my cheeks feeling like red hot chili pepper. Not realizing that I was rolling side to side, screaming my head off while sleeping.

"Josie! Josie?! Wake up honey!! JOSIE!!" I sat straight up clinging to who or whatever was nearest to me.

"Sh Sh" Senath whispered as she wiped my tears away, while Renaè stroked my hair. "You're ok love, God made someone special for you and will prove to you that you have someone who loves and cares for you." Senath soothed me back to sleep rocking back and fourth till my eyes got heavy and I slipped into dream land praying for a good dream, no not good FABULOUS!

********LATER THAT MORNING*********

I woke up feeling a bit better considering I had an awful nightmare and a pretty good dream not my favourite and not my worst.

"How'd you sleep honey?" Renaè asked me as soon as I "waltzed" into the dining room. "fabulous" I said CLEARLY using sarcasm. "That bad huh?!" Senath said as soon as she walked in the room sounding very concerned, "No I did sleep better then... well ya.." "It's okay love you don't need to finish" I couldn't help but brake down in tears holding tightly around Senath resting my head on her shoulder slouching a little because I'm a little taller than her.

After that Renaè left so I could spend some time with Senath and try to stop crying after that dream I've been sadder than ever and hardly covered up my true feelings until It happened...