Brought Into This Life

Chapter 4

~ Santana ~

After kissing my baby for a few minutes I leaned back to see her smiling and blushing. She always has this side, yet straight, perfect smile she gets when I kiss her."What?" I ask with a small smile. She just shakes her head and wraps her arms around my neck and pulls me into a hug. I hold her close, not wanting to ever let her go and stare in her eyes for a minute. "You know we gone be together forever right ?" She asked me. I smile and kiss her forehead softly. "Forever, it is". I say. She can't help but smile at me, and I can't help but smile at her. "Well, let's go swim!"She says, breaking the hug to grab the room key. "Ite. No drowning shit! I ain't with that", I say while walking to the door. She just laughs and leaves out after me closing the door behind her.

Once we get down to the pool there is about maybe six people in there. Cool. The first thing we do is go in the hot tub. My favorite place. We sit down slowly on the little inside seat they have in there. She comes and gets on my lap facing me . "You remember when you left to go to Florida last January ?" she asked, kind of staring at me. I think back for a minute before answering her. "Yeah, what about it?" I say, a bit lost, confused, and concerned. She sighed for a minute and looked away. "Ash, what about it?" I ask getting worried. She looked back at me. "I went .... ring hunting", she admitted. Ring hunting ? Why would she do that? "W-why you go doing that?" I asked hesitantly . She looked at me straight faced. "I want to be official DeAsia.." She said. Her voice low and soft , but loud enough for me to hear. Ashanti never used my real name. Well my first name. Santana is my middle name I went by it for the longest. Each time she used my real name things were serious. I couldn't embrace the fact that she wanted to marry me. I never thought about marriage after my life came to a fault with losing my mom. I only thought about that before hand when all children fantasize about a happy life with a happy ending. I couldn't see myself with that type of life beings I'm a drug dealer. As long as this has been going on I thank God Dontae hasn't came after my girl, if he did shit would be more serious than it ever has. But like I said its a lot more different now, with the life I live.

I sigh for a minute after escaping my thoughts. "You know I can't do that right now Ash". I say with my voice cracking a little. Her expression changed quickly, as well as her mood. If I hadn't been having a blurred vision myself, I'd swear she was crying. I pulled her into a hug. She sniffled a few times . "Why not?" She asked between sniffles. I sigh and sit her up to looker her in the eyes and cup her face. "Because of what I do for a living". She gave me a look, wanting to break down more. "If I commit to you by law, I'm not sure what you'll be put into. I can't risk losing you knowing I can avoid it. Just ... just give me some time, and I promise I'll make things right". I assure her . After I said that a smile went across her face. I knew she understood, and I knew she knew that I meant what I said. I kissed her for a long time before standing up and guiding her to the big pool.

I smiled before pushing her into the pool. She squealed when she came up out the water. "Oh My God. Why you do that?! Its so cold!". She yelled. I laughed at her and shrugged. "I don't know, I ain't feel a thing". I say laughing at her. She tries to splash me, but I jump back to quick. After missing that splash she hops out the pool and starts chasing me around. While I was running I hit a sharp turn, slipped, and fell straight into the pool. Everyone laughed. I came up out the water red in the face , burning with embarrassment. I looked around for Ashanti and she was right behind me on the edge of the pool with a smirk on her face. "What you looking at?" I said with a straight face. She shook her head. "You". I got mad and snatched her into the pool and dunked her. When she came back up she was gasping for air. I cracked the fuck up. "W-why'd you do that?" she said with a stutter, and wiping water out of her face. "You'll be alright" I said in a cocky tone. She swam to me and got in my face. "Better be lucky I like you", she said before kissing me . I smile. "I guess its luck if that's what you wanna call it", I say. She wraps her legs around me and stares me in the eyes before speaking in that low soft voice. "You are my heart Santana, and I'm glad I could be with you". she said lowly. I get this strange tingly feeling in my stomach, and that was the way it felt when my heart sank and I fell in. This girl is the most beautiful girl in all LA, and to think she liked girls and on top of that she liked this girl, me. Santana. I was lucky and ain't shit gone take me away from her . I'll protect this girl with my life. "I love you Ash. You're my heart too, and my world". I say giving her a kiss.

An hour later , back in the hotel room ...

"Ash?!" I yell for no apparent reason. She looks up from her phone, and gives me a dirty look. "What?" she says. O.o Girl I will kick yo ass. "Don't answer me like that you little big faced ass monkey", I say. She stands up and does this dumb ass hop and slaps her hands on thighs, then starts clapping with each word she said ."I know you ain't trying to get on nobody yo ole crusty lip ass. Need some mfn chicken grease to fill them cracks", she said angrily . I chuckled to myself. "Ahh, good ole Ashanti. Always getting serious". I say. She jumped on me. Remind you I was laying down on my back on the bed. Fat Ass. "Damn. You ain't light weight ". I say sarcastically. She punched me in my tit. "And you ain't cute!" she said with a slight yell. O.o I'm sexy as fuck. What she talking about?! "Girl, you must not know who you talking too!" I say smartly. She Smirks and hovers over me and plants a soft, gentle kiss on my lips. I put my hands on her hips and pull her down closer, til our chests were touching. She deepens the kiss eases her hands up my shirt. Amazing what she can do with those little hands. Ha.

And well yanno what happens from there.... (;

A/n; What DAT mouff do doe?!

Random things to say right ?  Well get used to it. I'm a strange MisFit &&' You'll never know what you gone get from me. ^.^ Yassss Bishhh. *Claps &&' Pops Gum*. I'm Out Yo. Spread Za Peace. Love Peace &&' Hair Grease .<3