Brought Into This Life

~ Ashanti' Thoughts ~

Well the little bit of time with Santana was amazing we had so much fun, but then again I'm still not happy. Because I know that once her and I have had a day or two together, I won't see her or hear from her for a few days because of what she does. That's really sad. I'm tired of having her making a 'schedule' to be with me. That's not a relationship. Well ... not the right one anyways. Maybe I just got to face it that this is the way its going to be until we End.

Speaking of ending, I wonder why Santana was in such a rush to get home. Maybe when she was texting at the hotel she had a deal to do , but usually when she has a deal she's not all mellow and stuff she's usually all worked up and stuff because she never knows what she's about to run into. . I don't know. 

Have you ever felt like , when you're in a relationship that there's always gone be that one person who can take your girlfriend or boyfriend away from you quicker then that thang ? Well that's how I feel, and when Santana is a way I always wonder is she cheating or is she going too .. maybe I'm just to paranoid. Sigh, I'll get past it eventually ... hopefully.

Well that was short Cx

Santana is now found her real love and feelings. Will she make it official after breaking it off with Ashanti, or will she stay with Ashanti && have nights with Lacie ? Wheewwww !! What y'all think ?