Chapter 5

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You stare at the blade and start breathing heavy, you wrap the test in tissue and put it in the bin. All you want is to cut, everything Is zooming through your mind your finding hard to breathe and you start feeling dizzy. You lean against the wall but then find your self passed out on the floor after having a panic attack.

Ashton and the boys walk into the bus but your still on the bathroom floor. None of the boys now where you are and they think you have gone out. "I hate public toilets sooo much i have been desperate for the toilet for 20 minutes" "then go Michael".

Michael pressed the button on the bus toilet and saw you on the floor he picked you up. "Ash I found her" he looks at ash worried. "Y/N!?" Ash takes you in his arms and sits on his bed cradling you in his arms.

You open your eyes and see ashton "ash? What happend" "don't worry the paramedics checked you over you had a panic attack that's all your fine" your eyes widen "y/n? Is there something your not telling me?" You start crying "I have ruined your life" ashton gets worried and wipes your tears "no you haven't I'm worried what's happened" you know you have to tell him, he deserves to know.

You stand up and walk to the bathroom and go in the bin and give him the test wrapped In tissue "what's this?" "Just look ash please" ashton unwraps the test and his eyes light up. "I'm going to be a dad?" "ASH IM SOO SORRY I...I...I" "shhh why you sorry this is great news" he picks you up and swings you round. You feel happy and smile at him. "But when did we I don't think we you know" "ash remember when we got drunk?" "Ohhhhhhh yeah!" You smile at him "I love you" "I love you to"

Luke calls you from the other room "ummm Y/N you might wanna see this" you walk upto luke and look at the t.v and freeze. There you were on the news going into the bus holding a pregnancy test box

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