"I'm sorry", it's what I say everyday,
Everyday is nothing to be a shame about.
Building, collapsing, rebuilding, and what does everyone hear at the end?"I'm sorry" because that's all that's left to say other than total silence,
Or like "Hey at least you tried", maybe not hard enough but little by little.
You know what I'm sorry about?
I'm sorry, for not being the one you expected me to be,
I'm sorry, for being the only two people I know to be,
I'm sorry that I cover the real me with this character that I've created,
I'm sorry for everything I've done to try and make me happy by standing with you,
I'm sorry for not speaking up so clearly,
I'm sorry for being me.
All's there for me to say... is I'm sorry.
But they're things I'm not sorry for,
I'm not sorry for meeting you.
I'm not sorry for speaking to you every single day,
I'm not sorry that I could ask for anything but simple little things,
I'm not sorry for telling everything,
I'm not sorry that I can truly be me.
I'm not sorry for loving you.
I'm not sorry for that you're someone I can cry on.
But why?
Why does it get so empty still?
This disease inside of me will never go away,
Is something that can't be solved by exercises or meditation,
It cant be solve by medicines, nor therapy.
It can't be solved by anyone unless it's seen through the mind to the body itself.
But eventually go away, because hope is what makes us strong.
It's all we fight for when everything is lost,
So for now, give me strength and I'll give you hope.
For now, I'm sorry that I can't do anything better than that.
But no matter I know you'll love me anyway,
And for I will do the same...
