Chapter 11. Selena's P.O.V

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Chapter 11. Selena's P.O.V

I felt bad for Justin. His parents just died and now he is all alone, and all he has is me and his brother. Justin cried for a good 3 hours before becoming silent. I pull away to look in his eyes. They were red and filled with no emotion, but sadness.

"Justin are you going to be okay?" I ask him. He didn't answer or even look at me. He got up and went to our room. I followed, but couldn't get in since he locked the door. I tried banging it open, but it wouldn't break. Maybe he just wants to left alone. I went back downstairs and sit on the couch. I look at the pictures of Justin and his parents. They looked happy. Sometimes I wish I could go see mine, but they wouldn't understand when I tell them about me being a hybrid. I get up and go take a run. I trnasform to my vampire form since it was stronger then my wolf. I run fast until I hop in a tree. I look at the beautiful forest scene. I sigh thinking about Justin.

He lost his parents and I feel like its all my fault. I hear branches snapping under the tree I was in. I look down to see Rick. He was walking. I jump from the tree and land in front of him making him scream like a girl.

"Damn it Selena you scared the shit out of me," he said. I gave him a sad smile.

"Sorry. I was in the tree and then saw you. So did you visit Justin yet?'' He shakes his head.

"No. He won't let me in. He is really upset. He's been with our parents longer then I have. I was actually living with my mate when I found her. I mean it hurts that they died cause their my parents, but I left at such a young age," he told me.

"Wow. I feel like its my fault their dead. All I was doing was standing there and watched them get their head ripped........ off."

"Maybe you need to tell Justin about all of this. Your his mate and he loves you more then anything in the world. I think you should break down that door and tell him. You made it sound like you wanted our parents dead, but you were scared I saw you had fear in your eyes and you even cried when you killed someone. He will understand," Rick told me. I nod and head back to the house. I run up the stairs and stop at the bedroom door. I don't think I could do this, but I want no need to tell him. I back up and kick the door to the point where it broke. I walk in and saw Justin sitting on the bed with his head in his hands. He looks up and looks at me.

'Selena please leave me alone," he said.

'No I'm not. I need to tell you something and please don't shut me out," I said. He nods.

"Okay. What do you want to tell me?" He asks me. I take a deep breathe.

"Well its about your parents. I feel like its my fault, because all I did was stand there while they cried out for me to help them. I was so scared Justin. I didn't know what to do and now I think your going to hate me, because you might think that I let them die. I was scared. Rick even said that its not my fault, but I feel like it is, because I just stood there and did nothing. Please don't be mad at me." I was crying now. I fell to my knees and let everything out. I felt arms go around me. They were Justins. I look up and he looked at me with love in his eyes.

''Selena you don't have to feel guilt for my parents. You were scared. I would've been scared to. I love you and I would never be mad at you. Your everything to me. I'm sorry if you thought I was shutting you out. I shouldn't have ignored you like that and I did. I'm sorry," he told me. I sigh with relief and felt his lips against mine. I kiss him back feeling loved. I pull away to look in his eyes.

"I love you to Justin. Forever and Always. Oh your brother is outside," I told him. He laughs and we walk outside. Rick was still out there waiting for us.

"So Justin did Selena tell you?" He asked. Justin nodded and gave me a quick kiss.

"So why are you here Rick?" Justin asked.

"Well I have two plane tickets. I was wondering if you wanted to join me in going to Paris?'' I hear Justin gasp. "Its for your tour to. Your record company called and wanted you to go and perform there."

"This is big. This could be my big world tour finale. Come on we should go plan it." Both Justin and Rick ran inside leaving me in the cold. Did Justin even realize I'm not even going. I felt tears fill my eyes and slide down my cheeks. I run to the woods and didn't stop.

~(GASP) I know you guys think that she left for no reason, well Justin didn't even realize she couldn't go and he didn't even think of bringing her along. Well Please Comment on how I did and, Vote, Or Share! Stay Pretty!

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