Im blind without you...help me find my way

i sat in my dorm room, alone. there had been a black-out threw out the whole city. it's thundering and raining out-out and some lighting must have hit the electricity thing for the town. i dont mind the dark or the rain the only bad thing about this is that i'm terifide of thunder. i usually have my room mate comfort me but he went home for the summer. i am sitting curled up in a corner of the room baling my eyes out under my big comforter {big blanket}. there was a few loud bangs on the door, that made me jump, followed by a voice. "Joshua! open this door now!! let me in!" it was the class president, i dont remember his name, i'd just forget it anyway. i got up and wrapped my blanket around me as tight as i could get it, and walked to the door. tears still running down my face and more forming in my eyes. i unlocked the door and opened it up. as i was just able to get the door open wide enough, thunder cracked loudly outside. i dropped my blanket and threw myself in to class presidents arms, crying even harder than i was before. excpecting him to comfort me was a foolish mistake. he only sighed and grabbed my blanket off the floor and wrapped it around me. i looked down a stared at the floor. "i didn't come to comfort you" he scolded. "i just came to get you they are having everyone who stayed for summer break meet in the eating hall for a meeting about the storm, now go while i get the others." he simply stated walking to the next room.

it was my turn to sigh. class president hated other men, but somehow we became friends. i've had a crush on him for a while... i just don't know his name, because i have a hard time remembering things. he isn't really popular with the lady's, but he wont let any male touch him. i am an exception not by much though, he hates it when i hugs him or get to close. but somehow hes getting used to me being clingy. i started heading to the main eating hall with my blanket around me still, more thunder crackled in the dark sky outside. luder than the one before. i whimpered loudly like a dog and fell to the floor crying, and wrapping my blanket up around my head. people walked past, some laugheed at me and others whispered, but i didn't come out. i kept myself hidden. finally somebody picked me up and started carrying me. i was going to peek out and look to se who it was but more thunder sounded outside and i decided to stay hidden and keep crying. soon i was set down on a bed. the blanket was removed from over my head. i refused but they were stronger. "Let me go!!!" i yelled with my eyes clenched shut. "oh shut up!! your lucky i didnt just leave you there!" it was the class president.

i slowly opened my eyes to look at him. he had bags under his eyes. looked like he had another night with no rest. i just stared. i was quiet and barley ever talked. he actually touched me with his own free will. i hugged him tightly, but he refused and pushed me back on the bed. "don't get cocky with me i only brought you here because we couldn't have you sleping in the halls!!" he yelled. i sat up and put my head down i said back. was he really worried about me? "are you sure you were crying a lot..." he teased. "i was not!!" i yelled "its just you have never willingly touched me before..." i said looking down. he ignored my last comment and put the back of his hand to my forehead. "you do have a fever. lie down down!" i was confused why is he touching me? he hates other males or even remotely getting close to them. yet hes touching me like it's nothing.... he lifted my chin and kissed me. i pulled away. "c-clas president!?!?" i sounded surprized which i was. i presed my fingers to my lips. "my name is ray..." he leaned in this time closer to my neck. "i'd never thought the one i am supposed to mark would be a male none-the-less you Joshua." he said in his deep voice that made me want to melt. "w-wait what!?" i yelled grabbing his shoulders and pushing him to an arms leangth away. "whats going on!?" i asked looking at him. "i can take it anymore please let me mark you, ive held back for to long..." he pleaded. i was so confused. "please before he regains control" ray...has two different souls?.. my arms dropped, i was trying to figure everything out what was happened. ray threw himself at me, knocking me back on the bed. he leaned down, pinning both my hands above my head. he was next to my neck.he whispered softly "ill make it quick." "make what qui-" i was interupted by something sharp piercing into my neck and drawing blood. i let out a small cry. "ow!" i whinded. when ray pulled back he had blood dripping from his mouth. hes a vampire... he let go of my hands and i instanly pressed one so the newly formed wound of my neck, trying to make it stop bleeding.

"listen i only have maybe a few hours before he regains control of our body...i'm ray the other half is alex, i was in control up until he had become stronger than me, but now that i have marked you as our mate he has to respect that." he spoke softly to me not harshly. i just stared. " i've watched you since the two of you met...not to be creepy or anything...sorry haha" he lifted his hand to the back of his head rufling his hair. he had a smile on his face. i've never seen him smile before. i blushed and looked away. "i knew since i first layed eyes on you that i would make you mine...er i mean ours i gues." he laughed and i looked up to him. "how come you are so nice and alex is so...alex...?" i questioned him. he just laughed more. "trust me you get used to it, why dont you ask him in the morning...but i'm tired though its getting late. i should head to bed." he yawned covering his mouth with his hand. "you couldsleep here with me if you help me bandage my wound up..." i pulled my hand away from the bite marks. blood coated my hand and i could feel it all over my nack. ray simply leaned down and licked the wound making it stop the blood pouring out of the wound. "sorry i got it kind of deep didnt i...just wipe the blood on your shirt and you can finish cleaning up when the lights come back on, for now just come cuddle with me" he crashed out on my bed and i wiped my hands on my shirt and layed next to him. he wiped his mouth with his sleeve then wraped his arms around me and pulled me close...we both cuddled till we fell asleep...

sorry for the big walls of words... I just got into my writting and couldnt stop...hehe....anyway I hope you guys like it!! - Chris