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"sometimes, the only reason why you won't let go of what's making you sad is because it was the only thing that made you happy" -unknown
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3 rd person pov"Annie, you don't understand. You should have seen the cold look in his face when he told me that he hated me and that it was all my fault." Mackenzie proclaims.
Annie shakes her head, confused, "Your fault for what?"
She mock her best friends's motions, "I don't know Annie. For the longest time I thought that I was the only one hurting. Johnny ran so fast to her."
After her breakup with Johnny, she didn't go out of her room for weeks. She loved him, yet he did not feel the same way.
It was clear to her where she stood with him when he went off and kissed another girl.
She had left for 6 days with her sister to go to New York and came back to hear from Annie that Johnny had brought a girl upstairs.
The only truth she knew was that he kissed her and said those three magical words. If he had done anything else with her, she would have no way of knowing, unless of course he told her.
Mackenzie always thought they were the perfect couple. At a young age they were shipped together by their friends because of how close they were. Yet, they didn't want to risk their friendship.
How Mackenzie wished they hadn't made the choice to go down that romantic path. It hurt to live without the Orlandos. It felt like a piece of her was missing.
While most of her friends sided with Johnny and left her, Annie stood through thick and thin. She loved Annie for that.
"You didn't do anything wrong, just remember that."
"No, I've been doing everything wrong. I should have never messed with the Orlando's in the first place. I hate this! I hate myself! Why can't I just die already?" She screams in frustration.
Kenzie jumps up from heat place on the bed to make out frustrated noises.
"Mackenzie stop!"
Annie had always secretly worried for her best friend. Mackenzie was always there for her, but she always had this feeling that one day she would wake up and the world would no longer have her best friend in it.
Mackenzie always joked about things like jumping off a cliff or 'killing herself', yet Annie couldn't shake the feeling there was some truth behind her words.
"Kenzie, I'm scared for you!" Kenzie stops short to look at her friend with a puzzled look. "I know we always joke around but I can always be worried that one day you will be gone. All that happiness and pure laughs. Or that one day you'll be lying cold on a hospital bed!"
"I love you like a sister but now I'm forced to be a scared mother. I hate that joke about that Kenzie! I hate you for that."
Annie sniffles as lines of tears run down her face. The thought of no longer having Mackenzie by her side scared her.
In a sudden movement Mackenzie pulls Annie into a tight embrace.
"I wouldn't leave you." She murmurs to Annie.
"Good," Annie sighs, "Let me talk to Hayden about Johnny." She suggests.
Kenzie shakes her head, "No. I don't anything to do with him anymore."
They both take a seat on Annie's bed again. They sat silently while thinking. Annie was the first fo speak up.
Annie bites her lip, "Would it help if I set you up on a date?"
Kenzie faces her friend, "Who?"
She didn't feel up to dating again, but maybe the right guy bring her down a happier path.
"Mark." Annie whispers shyly.
Mackenzie licks her lips. Mark. Mark was part of Johnny's gang. It wouldn't be smart to go out with him, but that only caused her to want him more.
"Sure, he's hot."
"Really?" Annie asks all confused.
Mackenzie always said that Mark was not her type, but then again, she was in a relationship during that time.
It was not that she didn't like him, but that she only had eyes for Johnny at that moment. She was whipped for him.
Still, Mark was cute. He had that fuckboy vibe but if you knew him well, you would see he was sweet and humorous.
She decided that Mark wasn't the worst way to start her romantic life again. Besides, Mark was popular and the last thing she wanted was to become irrelevant to Johnny.
She wanted to show him that she had moved on just like he had.
Annie stared into Mackenzie's concentrated eyes. She felt the angering heat radiating off Mackenzie.
This was a bad idea already in Annie's mind.
She grabbed Mackenzie's hand and jerked them towards her to grab her best friend's attention, "Kenz, tell me that you want to do this to get over Johnny and to not prove a point."
Kenzie gazed into Annie's eyes, there was no way lie successfully to her.
"Can't I do it for both reasons?"
Annie shared a disapproving look with her.
"Alright, this is purely for my 'getting over Johnny'."
Neither of them believed that.
_________________________________"do you ever just get tired of being you?" -unknown
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✨don't give me those eyes✨a jenzie story
Fanfiction"If you loved me Johnny, you wouldn't have kissed her." A small sob escapes from Kenzie's lips. "I know what I did Mackenzie, and I can't take it back. I feel like shit everyday without you! So please, take me back." "Don't wait on it."